ClubFloyd Transcript:
Eurydice by Anonymous
As played on ifMUD on November 25, 2012

The idea behind ClubFloyd is that each week at a pre-arranged time, a group of people meet online to cooperatively play a game of interactive fiction.

Below is a transcript of Eurydice written by Anonymous. Eurydice was released as part of the 2012 Interactive Fiction Competition, in which it took second place. You can learn more about the game, including how to download it, by visiting the ifWiki.


WARNING! Below you will find a transcript of people playing this game, and it goes without saying that the transcript is full of spoilers. So, if you've never played this game, and think you might like to at some point, I do not recommend reading any further. Instead, you might want to return to the interactive fiction page.


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#ClubFloyd Discussion


Jacqueline hollers, "ClubFloyd! Now! We're playing Eurydice by Anonymous, so all you 99%ers should join us!" DavidW says, "oh, I've played this one."
djfletch arrives, full of fun, but no funk. DavidW says, "I'm curious to see how people find it."
Doug asks, "So we're playing a Euro dice game?"
Jacqueline says, "Maga mentioned to the author we'd be playing. I need to get back into the flow. I thought I would be caught up entirely, but hit a glitch with a transcript last night that stopped the process. Vimes troubleshot it, though, and so we should be entirely caught up, to include ClubFloyd, today. Before we leave today, let's decide what we're playing this week so I can actually use the RSS feed and let the author know before the last minute and stuff."
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "That's what I hear."
Jacqueline asks, "Zach, have you played it?"
Zach says, "Nope."
Doug asks, "will the author be joining us?"
Zach says, "I saved all the winners for last."
Jacqueline says, "Mmkay, cool. Three is enough."
Jacqueline says (to Zach), "Not at all sure."
Binder clears his throat.
Doug asks, "Or maybe the author is already here??!?"
Jacqueline says, "But the cool new thing about ClubFloyd is that -- oh, hi, Binder."
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "OMG I KNOW"
Jacqueline asks, "Binder, have YOU played it?"
Binder says, "I have not."
Jacqueline exclaims, "Four is merrier than three!"
Doug says, "don't count me, I may be in & out as I try to switch to a better desktop environment."
Jacqueline says, "Anyway, what I was saying is that I can now process a transcript easily in about three to five minutes, so the author, even if they're not here, WILL actually see the transcript. I'm giddy."
Binder says, "That is an awesome time savings."
Jacqueline says, "Anyway, shall we begin? Yes, Lisa."
maga says, "the author has not responded, fwiw"
maga says, "but they could be among us and we'd never even know it *wigglyfingers*"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "load sleepmask eurydice"
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | For help with Eurydice, or IF in general, type HELP at any time.
Floyd | Press any key to continue.
Doug says, "I bet the author is... JACQ"
Jacqueline asks (of maga), "It's YOU, isn't it?"
Binder says, "This is clubfloyd, not werewolf."
Jacqueline exclaims, "Hahaha - let's all point at each other. David and Binder and Zach, make your accusations!"
Doug says, "haha"
Jacqueline laughs at Binder.
maga says (to Jacq), "there is one detail that totally exonerates me"
Zach says (to DavidW), "You, in the billards room, with the parser!"
maga says, "you will know it when you find it"
Jacqueline pushes the green 'space' button.
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           1
Floyd ]
Floyd ]
Floyd ]
Floyd ]              Let Love clasp Grief lest both be drown'd,
Floyd ]              Let darkness keep her raven gloss:
Floyd ]              Ah, sweeter to be drunk with loss,
Floyd ]              To dance with death, to beat the ground,
Floyd ]
Floyd ]              Than that the victor Hours should scorn
Floyd ]              The long result of love, and boast,
Floyd ]              'Behold the man that loved and lost,
Floyd ]              But all he was is overworn.'
Floyd ]
Floyd ]              --Tennyson, 'In Memoriam'
Floyd ]
Floyd ]
Floyd |
Floyd | Eurydice
Floyd | An Interactive Fiction
Floyd | Release 1 / Serial number 120921 / Inform 7 build 6G60 (I6/v6.32 lib
Floyd | 6/12N)
Floyd |
Floyd | Empty room
Floyd | This room is full of silence.  Freshly disturbed dust hangs upon the
Floyd | air.  There are patterns of pressure upon the carpet, suggesting there
Floyd | are spaces where once there weren't.   The walls are bare, but for the
Floyd | occasional pictureless hook.  There is a wardrobe here, a chest of
Floyd | drawers and a skeleton of shelves against the far wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only way out is to the west onto the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to maga), "methinks etc protest etc"
Binder says (to Floyd), "x me"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           2
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ME
Floyd |
Floyd | You've been better.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x wardrobe"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           3
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WARDROBE
Floyd |
Floyd | The wardrobe casts a knobbly shadow against the bare wall behind it.
Floyd | The door hangs very slightly open, showing a crack of darkness.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Quit talkin' all fancy like that or I'll switch my vote to you."
Zach says (to Floyd), "open wardrobe"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           4
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN WARDROBE
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the wardrobe and sit down in the space, pressing your
Floyd | senses against the emptiness as if longing alone is enough to create
Floyd | something from nothing.  With your eyes closed you can almost feel the
Floyd | soft pressure of Celine's clothes against your face and breathe in the
Floyd | scent of her rising from the disturbed fabric.  But you cannot delude
Floyd | yourself for nearly as long as you would like to.  This wardrobe is
Floyd | empty.  There is nothing here, and you get out again before you start
Floyd | to feel foolish.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "There was a previous IF game with a Eurydice in it: The Reliques of Tolti-Aph. But mostly in name only."
Doug says, "I just remembered that I had a dream in which it was revealed that Adam Cadre wrote this game. Which seems pretty unlikely."
Binder says (to Floyd), "x chest"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           5
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CHEST
Floyd |
Floyd | A pale pine set of drawers.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
maga says (to DW), "the evidence that exonerates me also exonerates Graham Nelson"
Binder says (to Floyd), "open chest"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           6
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN CHEST
Floyd |
Floyd | There is no point opening them because you know they contain nothing,
Floyd | and you don't want to have to remember everything that's gone.  All
Floyd | her scarves, and rings, and pretty things.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Wait, this is really written in Quest? Huh."
Doug asks, "has an anonymous game ever won IFcomp?"
Jacqueline says, "Hm, not sure, but this one came damn close."
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           7
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Empty room
Floyd | This room is full of silence.  Freshly disturbed dust hangs upon the
Floyd | air.  There are patterns of pressure upon the carpet, suggesting there
Floyd | are spaces where once there weren't.   The walls are bare, but for the
Floyd | occasional pictureless hook.  There is a wardrobe here, a chest of
Floyd | drawers and a skeleton of shelves against the far wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only way out is to the west onto the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
maga says, "pseudonymous, sure"
DavidW says, "Not one that stayed Anonymous, iirc."
Zach says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           8
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying nothing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x shelves"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           9
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SHELVES
Floyd |
Floyd | These shelves are a framework for nothing but air.  The books they
Floyd | held not so very long ago evade you now.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x carpet"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           10
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CARPET
Floyd |
Floyd | The carpet is the colour of sand, as though the room has become a
Floyd | tideline, washed clean of its cockleshell memories and mermaid-hair
Floyd | dreams.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline asks, "May I >ABOUT?"
ASchultz says, ".. notices the transcripts can be processed quicker now and cheers."
Binder says, "okbyme"
Zach says, "sure"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "about"
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |  > Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |    Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Binder says, "I like the 'room has become a tideline' line."
Jacqueline presses the yellow enter button.
Floyd ]                      Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd | I don't know how to say this without sounding like an arse, but
Floyd | Eurydice is a text adventure about grief.  Although there are a few
Floyd | puzzly elements, it's mainly a mood piece, focused more on exploration
Floyd | and atmosphere than problem-solving. It's meant to have a sort of
Floyd | dreamlike quality to it so don't worry if you don't immediately know
Floyd | what you're supposed to be doing.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Please press SPACE to continue.
Jacqueline says, "Anonymous said, 'arse.' I'm back to thinking it's you, maga."
Jacqueline pushes the green 'space' button.
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |  > Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |    Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "N"
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |  > Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |    Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "N"
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |  > Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |    Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline presses the yellow enter button.
Floyd ]                    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd | Eurydice isn't exactly over-endowed with special commands because I
Floyd | lack the programming werewithall for anything that cool.  I hope most
Floyd | of the things you might want to do are accomodated in the body of the
Floyd | game anyway and that context-specific actions are adequately sign
Floyd | posted.  But you might want to consider the following: PLAY (a musical
Floyd | instrument should you acquire one), TALK TO (for interacting with
Floyd | people) and TURN AROUND (under a very specific set of circumstances).
Floyd | I would also recommend that you try repeating actions if it seems
Floyd | appropriate, since you will likely find they have different outcomes -
Floyd | especially when it comes to talking to people.  With reference to
Floyd | TURNING AROUND, if you happen to be in a situation in which it might
Floyd | not be ideal to TURN AROUND, doubling back on yourself will also
Floyd | count.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Please press SPACE to continue.
Binder says, "heh heh over-endowed"
Jacqueline pushes the green 'space' button.
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |  > Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |    Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "N"
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |  > Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Zach says (to Floyd), "x dust"
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |  > Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline presses the yellow enter button.
Floyd ]                             Thank yous
Floyd | More thanks than I can say to my friends and loved ones - you may be
Floyd | few in number but you are great in heart.
Floyd |
Floyd | And many many many thanks to my long-suffering, unsuspecting beta
Floyd | testers: Issy, Guy, Julian, Jessica, Dan, Shim and Arthur, with
Floyd | special thanks to Issy for the lovely artwork.
Floyd |
Floyd | Also, um, to Emily Short (who has no idea who I am - and for that
Floyd | matter I don't know who she is) but without her I wouldn't know a damn
Floyd | thing about Inform 7.  In all honesty, I still don't know that much.
Floyd | The actual coding underpinning this thing is a terrible mess, but
Floyd | that's not Emily Short's fault.  Pro tip: if you want to learn how to
Floyd | use Inform 7 don't start with an absurdly convoluted story about
Floyd | bereavement.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Please press SPACE to continue.
Zach says, "whoops"
Jacqueline says (to Z), "One sec, I think this is the last one before I get out of the menus."
DavidW asks, "Was the last game we played that implemented TURN AROUND "Fingertips - Turn Around'?"
Binder says, "Well, that's cemented the earworm, thanks."
Jacqueline says (to Binder), "heehee"
Jacqueline pushes the green 'space' button.
Floyd ]                            Instructions
Floyd ]
Floyd ]  N = Next                                              Q = Quit Menu
Floyd ]  P = Previous                                          ENTER = Select
Floyd |    Introduction to Eurydice
Floyd |    Instructions for Playing IF in General
Floyd |    Special Commands in Eurydice
Floyd |  > Thank yous
Floyd |    Contact the author
Floyd |    I'm stuck!
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "Q"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           10
Floyd | Empty room
Floyd | This room is full of silence.  Freshly disturbed dust hangs upon the
Floyd | air.  There are patterns of pressure upon the carpet, suggesting there
Floyd | are spaces where once there weren't.   The walls are bare, but for the
Floyd | occasional pictureless hook.  There is a wardrobe here, a chest of
Floyd | drawers and a skeleton of shelves against the far wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only way out is to the west onto the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Z), "Be my guest."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x dust"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           11
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DUST
Floyd |
Floyd | A haphazard swirl of dustmotes suspended in a haze of evening light.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x patterns"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           12
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PATTERNS
Floyd |
Floyd | The carpet is the colour of sand, as though the room has become a
Floyd | tideline, washed clean of its cockleshell memories and mermaid-hair
Floyd | dreams.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "This is a sad room. We should go throw ourselves down the stairs."
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     13
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "wait, why did you think this was Quest, Jacq?"
DavidW says, "yeah, it's obviously not in Quest."
DavidW says (to Floyd), "version"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     13
Floyd |
Floyd | > VERSION
Floyd |
Floyd | Eurydice
Floyd | An Interactive Fiction
Floyd | Release 1 / Serial number 120921 / Inform 7 build 6G60 (I6/v6.32 lib
Floyd | 6/12N)
Floyd | Identification number: //FFA6C31A-1543-463E-B66A-0B37683BB1BB//
Floyd | Standard interpreter 1.0 (6b) / Library serial number 080126
Floyd | Standard Rules version 2/090402 by Graham Nelson
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Because maga said there was a really obvious thing that got both him and Graham Nelson off the hook."
Jacqueline says, "I was just theorizing."
Jacqueline smiles.
Binder says (to Floyd), "listen"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     14
Floyd |
Floyd | > LISTEN
Floyd |
Floyd | The voices are too muffled by distance for you to make out anything
Floyd | beyond the fact that people are speaking.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "ohhh."
Jacqueline says, "...theorizing facetiously."
Doug says, "sorry, missed that joke entirely."
Jacqueline says, "It was a stealthjoke, no worries."
Doug says, "I know what the thing maga was talking about was because I read his review"
Jacqueline says, "No spoilers, svp."
Binder says, "f x landing"
Binder says (to Floyd), "x landing"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     14
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LANDING
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     15
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Which room?"
DavidW says, "Perhaps the author's comment that Emily Short doesn't know him or her. Emily certainly knows both maga and Graham."
Binder asks, "ransack our room?"
Jacqueline says (to DW), "True"
Jacqueline says, "Well, I'm kind of keen on the idea of being miserable in Celine's room, but there are also people to talk to, so I'm torn."
maga says, "that was not what I was thinking of, but okay fine"
djfletch says, "also, Nelson probably knows how to avoid lower-case room names in Inform."
Binder says, "I am also okay with moping in Celine's room."
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           16
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Empty room
Floyd | This room is full of silence.  Freshly disturbed dust hangs upon the
Floyd | air.  There are patterns of pressure upon the carpet, suggesting there
Floyd | are spaces where once there weren't.   The walls are bare, but for the
Floyd | occasional pictureless hook.  There is a wardrobe here, a chest of
Floyd | drawers and a skeleton of shelves against the far wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only way out is to the west onto the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach sneezes
Jacqueline says (to djf), "Aw. Be nice. If this is someone's first attempt, it's particularly impressive."
Binder says (to Floyd), "mope"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           16
Floyd |
Floyd | > MOPE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "mourn"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           16
Floyd |
Floyd | > MOURN
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "grieve"
Floyd ]  Empty room                                           16
Floyd |
Floyd | > GRIEVE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     17
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Oh, so we started in Celine's room?"
DavidW says, "yes"
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  your room                                            18
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | your room
Floyd | Your room is a complete mess.  The bed is unmade.  The bookshelves
Floyd | that once lined the walls are a ruin of fallen books and splintered
Floyd | wood.  There are piles of things that shouldn't be piled everywhere.
Floyd | All the things you thought you cared about feel like mockery.
Floyd |
Floyd | A mysterious lyre, slightly battered from possibly having fallen from
Floyd | your bookshelves, lies among the wreckage.
Floyd |
Floyd | Behind you, to the east, is the upstairs landing
Floyd |
Floyd | >
djfletch says (to Jacqueline), "Yes, agreed."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x lyre"
Floyd ]  your room                                            19
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | It looks out of place.  It is not an especially beautiful object; if
Floyd | anything it seems worn.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  your room                                            20
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You really have no idea how to even begin to play a lyre.  You pluck
Floyd | at the strings a bit and they make a sad little sound sound like
Floyd | elastic bands vibrating over an empty ice-cream tub.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "practice lyre"
Floyd ]  your room                                            20
Floyd |
Floyd | > PRACTICE LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x bed"
Floyd ]  your room                                            21
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BED
Floyd |
Floyd | You briefly consider making it, or crawling into it but you cannot
Floyd | quite bring yourself to do either.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "story of my life"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x bookshelf"
Floyd ]  your room                                            21
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOOKSHELF
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x mockery"
Floyd ]  your room                                            21
Floyd |
Floyd | > X MOCKERY
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  your room                                            22
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | your room
Floyd | Your room is a complete mess.  The bed is unmade.  The bookshelves
Floyd | that once lined the walls are a ruin of fallen books and splintered
Floyd | wood.  There are piles of things that shouldn't be piled everywhere.
Floyd | All the things you thought you cared about feel like mockery.
Floyd |
Floyd | A mysterious lyre, slightly battered from possibly having fallen from
Floyd | your bookshelves, lies among the wreckage.
Floyd |
Floyd | Behind you, to the east, is the upstairs landing
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Okay, weird. Until he mentioned the ice cream tub, I was all Victorian in my head."
Binder says, "Oh. I had thought it was modern day because we're all emo."
Jacqueline says, "heh"
Jacqueline says, ">X MY BLACK LIPSTICK"
Zach says (to Floyd), "look under bed"
Floyd ]  your room                                            23
Floyd |
Floyd | > LOOK UNDER BED
Floyd |
Floyd | You find nothing of interest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x piles"
Floyd ]  your room                                            24
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PILES
Floyd |
Floyd | It's just stuff, the accumulated detritus of a life lived heedlessly.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Jacqueline), ">SING ABOUT MIASMA"
Jacqueline says, "Though the name 'Dave' threw me off as well."
Jacqueline exclaims (at DW), "O! Rainy day!"
Zach says (to Floyd), "dance"
Floyd ]  your room                                            24
Floyd |
Floyd | > DANCE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline asks, "Speaking of Dave, shall we go invade his personal space?"
Binder says, "No dancing, we're in mourning."
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  your room                                            25
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Sure."
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     26
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          27
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | dave's room
Floyd | Dave's room is little more than a storage space.  The bed is just a
Floyd | bare mattress and there are boxes of books - mostly yours - piled
Floyd | everywhere.  Damp socks, and half-finished laundry, strew the floor.
Floyd |
Floyd | The upstairs landing lies to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder exclaims, "Hey that's our stuff!"
Binder says (to Floyd), "x books"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          28
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOOKS
Floyd |
Floyd | You own far more books than can be stuffed onto your shelves - here
Floyd | they live in boxes and gather dust.  Every now and then you open them
Floyd | up and rifle through them and it's like meeting old friends you forgot
Floyd | you cared for.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "take books"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          29
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE BOOKS
Floyd |
Floyd | You don't really feel in the mood for digging through your books.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x bed"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          30
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BED
Floyd |
Floyd | An uncovered bed really gives a place a transient look.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, ">write name in books"
Binder says (to Floyd), "x socks"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          31
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SOCKS
Floyd |
Floyd | Dave's socks are plentiful and, truthfully, not entirely pleasant.
Floyd | They are bought in bulk by his parents and are therefore always
Floyd | identical, bobbly and embroidered - incongruously - with Ws.  You are
Floyd | not sure if they are damp because they have recently come out of the
Floyd | washing machine or because they desperately need to go in it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Oh, Dave must be short for Wavid."
Zach says (to Floyd), "take socks"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          32
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE SOCKS
Floyd |
Floyd | Even in the extremity of grief, you cannot imagine willingly touching
Floyd | Dave's socks.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "finish laundry"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          32
Floyd |
Floyd | > FINISH LAUNDRY
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          33
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | dave's room
Floyd | Dave's room is little more than a storage space.  The bed is just a
Floyd | bare mattress and there are boxes of books - mostly yours - piled
Floyd | everywhere.  Damp socks, and half-finished laundry, strew the floor.
Floyd |
Floyd | The upstairs landing lies to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "I guess we're not hungry."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x laundry"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          34
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAUNDRY
Floyd |
Floyd | Dave's socks are plentiful and, truthfully, not entirely pleasant.
Floyd | They are bought in bulk by his parents and are therefore always
Floyd | identical, bobbly and embroidered - incongruously - with Ws.  You are
Floyd | not sure if they are damp because they have recently come out of the
Floyd | washing machine or because they desperately need to go in it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "smell it"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          35
Floyd |
Floyd | > SMELL IT
Floyd |
Floyd | You smell nothing unexpected.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x bed"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          36
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BED
Floyd |
Floyd | An uncovered bed really gives a place a transient look.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "That response horrified me."
Binder says, "From smelling the socks."
Doug says (to Floyd), "make bed"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          37
Floyd |
Floyd | > MAKE BED
Floyd |
Floyd | That would be kind of odd...
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "remember dave"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          37
Floyd |
Floyd | > REMEMBER DAVE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "think about dave"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          37
Floyd |
Floyd | > THINK ABOUT DAVE
Floyd |
Floyd | I only understood you as far as wanting to think.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "think"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          38
Floyd |
Floyd | > THINK
Floyd |
Floyd | What a good idea.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "who is dave?"
Floyd ]  dave's room                                          38
Floyd |
Floyd | > WHO IS DAVE?
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "Dave's not here, man."
Jacqueline asks, "Can we speak to the peeps?"
Zach says, "heh"
Doug asks, "maybe visit the upstairs bedroom first?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     39
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Upstairs is my vote."
Doug says (to Floyd), "up"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     40
Floyd |
Floyd | > UP
Floyd |
Floyd | You pad about halfway up the staircase and then a vague sense of guilt
Floyd | assails you ... you probably shouldn't be snooping around in John's
Floyd | room.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "okay then."
Zach says, "He must not have any of our books"
Binder says, "Well that just makes me want to do it MORE."
Doug says (to Floyd), "up"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          41
Floyd |
Floyd | > UP
Floyd |
Floyd | There is so much guilt washing about at the moment that violation of
Floyd | privacy hardly seems like bothering over and you make your way up the
Floyd | stairs to John's room.
Floyd |
Floyd | John's Room
Floyd | John's room occupies the attic spaces.  It is a room of peculiar
Floyd | geometries.  The whole place is a mess at present, and the blinds of
Floyd | the skylights are down so that triangular shadows cast themselves
Floyd | across the walls.  There are no obvious signs of Celine, but why would
Floyd | there be?  There is the jester's mask she bought John for Christmas
Floyd | hanging on the wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | Lying on the floor, in a corner, is a plastic bag
Floyd |
Floyd | The stairs down will take you back to the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "fight guilt"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          41
Floyd |
Floyd | > FIGHT GUILT
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "huh. I never saw this room."
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x bag"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          42
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BAG
Floyd |
Floyd | It is a weirdly bulbous shape. The handles are knotted together so it
Floyd | looks as if the bag has bunny ears.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "guilt shmilt, we must explore!"
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x mask"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          43
Floyd |
Floyd | > X MASK
Floyd |
Floyd | From last Christmas, you seem to remember, another lifetime.  Like all
Floyd | Celine's gifts, it came exquisitely wrapped - black and gold, perhaps,
Floyd | to match the mask itself.  You wonder if Celine's box of wrapping
Floyd | paper, ribbons and decorations is still beneath the eaves, or if her
Floyd | parents took that too.  "Why go to all that trouble for something
Floyd | that's just going to be ripped off?" you'd ask.  But Celine loved the
Floyd | ephemeral.  And, so, apparently did you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "open bag"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          44
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN BAG
Floyd |
Floyd | You undo the tight knots with difficulty and look inside, already
Floyd | knowing what you'll find.  The contents gleam silver like pirate
Floyd | treasure - the empty packets of Celine's medication you found on the
Floyd | floor of her bedroom the night she disappeared.  It is not the first
Floyd | time you have asked yourself if you should have insisted on taking it
Floyd | with you to the hospital, but it is not a question you dare ask
Floyd | yourself too often.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x eaves"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          44
Floyd |
Floyd | > X EAVES
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x packets"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          45
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PACKETS
Floyd |
Floyd | Diazepam ... fluoxetine ... aripiprazole ... the names fly past you,
Floyd | tangling your tongue up in a merciless succession of rarely used
Floyd | letters.  Most of the packets are empty but not all.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get them"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          45
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET THEM
Floyd |
Floyd | I'm not sure what "them" refers to.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get packets"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          46
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET PACKETS
Floyd |
Floyd | You rifle through the packets and eventually find one that isn't
Floyd | gutted. You pop a couple of pills from their foil cocoon ... although
Floyd | they represent a peculiar form of memorabilia to say the least.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oops, didn't think that would pop pills."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x pills"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          47
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PILLS
Floyd |
Floyd | (the pills)
Floyd | Smallish, off-white, round, innocuous, except not.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oh wait, just popped them from their foil, not *popped* them"
Binder says, "Now that we have drugs, I am okay with talking to other people."
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "cf7"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          47
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Errrr."
DavidW says, "hm, how interesting. This should give us additional options later in the game, now that we have these."
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          48
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | John's Room
Floyd | John's room occupies the attic spaces.  It is a room of peculiar
Floyd | geometries.  The whole place is a mess at present, and the blinds of
Floyd | the skylights are down so that triangular shadows cast themselves
Floyd | across the walls.  There are no obvious signs of Celine, but why would
Floyd | there be?  There is the jester's mask she bought John for Christmas
Floyd | hanging on the wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | Lying on the floor, in a corner, is a plastic bag
Floyd |
Floyd | The stairs down will take you back to the upstairs landing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "open blinds"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          49
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN BLINDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You stand beneath the skylight and draw up the blinds.  From this
Floyd | peculiar angle you can see nothing but sloping roofs and an expanse of
Floyd | endless sky.  Light as bright as orange juice pours down from the
Floyd | setting sun but it is not warm.  After a moment or two, you let the
Floyd | blinds fall back into place.  You don't want John to know you were
Floyd | messing about in his room.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x mask"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          50
Floyd |
Floyd | > X MASK
Floyd |
Floyd | A black and gold jester's mask, with empty eyes and a wry, mocking
Floyd | mouth.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "close bag"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          51
Floyd |
Floyd | > CLOSE BAG
Floyd |
Floyd | You attempt to re-tie the knots - God knows why - but the plastic is
Floyd | too stretched.
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "get mask"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          52
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET MASK
Floyd |
Floyd | You have no intention of stealing it but you unhook it carefully from
Floyd | the wall and, after a moment of hesitation, place it against your
Floyd | face.  The interior of the mask is cool and smooth, like dead skin.
Floyd | You look out at the world from a different face, your peripheral
Floyd | vision imprisoned by the edges of the eyeholes.  You trace your
Floyd | fingers over the painted smile.  It strikes you as no less real than
Floyd | any other expression you have worn lately and it is with reluctance
Floyd | that you return the mask to its place on the wall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "take mask"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          53
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE MASK
Floyd |
Floyd | Better not keep indulging yourself with painted fancies.  Besides, it
Floyd | belongs to John and you shouldn't really be fiddling with it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "pouring orange juice light, nice."
Binder says, "Yeah, there's some excellent poetic phrasing in this."
Binder says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  John's Room                                          54
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Now down to the peoples?"
DavidW says, "sure"
Zach says (to Floyd), "d"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     55
Floyd |
Floyd | > D
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "d"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      56
Floyd |
Floyd | > D
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x painting"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      57
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PAINTING
Floyd |
Floyd | You painted this - in the loosest sense of the word - when you were
Floyd | about eighteen and nurturing an over-inflated sense of your own
Floyd | creativity.  It is a black canvas with a heavily textured shape of
Floyd | reddish swirls in the middle and a speckling of white stars in one
Floyd | corner.  Sometimes it looks like a wound, sometimes like a freshly
Floyd | forming galaxy.  Your last housemate thought it was something obsence.
Floyd | So much for your aristic soul.  Ho hum.  So much for your artistic
Floyd | soul.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x panels"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      57
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PANELS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x door"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      57
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "listen"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      58
Floyd |
Floyd | > LISTEN
Floyd |
Floyd | There are too many voices for you to be able to make out much of any
Floyd | conversation.  Besides, eavesdropping is the most foolish of vices.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "oh, there are more foolish vices than that."
Binder says, "srsly"
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      59
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x door"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      59
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder asks, "peopleward?"
Zach says, "sure"
Jacqueline says, "Sure"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x painting"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      60
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PAINTING
Floyd |
Floyd | The beginning and end of your artistic career, hanging there on the
Floyd | wall for all to wince at.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "wince"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      60
Floyd |
Floyd | > WINCE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  living room                                          61
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | There are lots of people gathered in the living room.  Stepping inside
Floyd | unfortunately catches the attention of the one you like least.  Laurie
Floyd | clatters towards you and, before you can do anything to save yourself,
Floyd | captures you in a hug you feel vaguely socially obligated to endure.
Floyd | You hold yourself as rigid as a blade until she goes away again.  The
Floyd | rush of hatred you feel towards her is positively intoxicating.
Floyd |
Floyd | There are so many people here.   Have they come to ... what? Stare at
Floyd | the bereft?  Why?  Is this how other people grieve?  En masse?
Floyd |
Floyd | Your housemate John is sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of
Floyd | the coffee table, frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch,
Floyd | sits opposite and appears much more laid-back about the whole
Floyd | business.  Rick is slumped on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow;
Floyd | Elsie is sitting next to him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is
Floyd | huddled in a cloak on the other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking
Floyd | almost as uncomfortable as you probably do.  As for Laurie, she's
Floyd | leaning against the fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite
Floyd | suffering like she's living her own little Victorian melodrama.
Floyd |
Floyd | And finally, in the far corner of the room by the open door to the
Floyd | kitchen, like a person in its own right, is the last piece of
Floyd | household furniture you bought in consultation with Celine: a wrought
Floyd | iron coat stand.  So nouveau-gothic darling.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen or south into the hall
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "Nice secondary descriptions in this game."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x laurie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          62
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAURIE
Floyd |
Floyd | Laurie is small and pretty, pale with apparent grief, and you despise
Floyd | her.  She's only here because she's dating Twitch (although they are
Floyd | both fucking other people) and she must have met Celine all of twice.
Floyd | You suspect she is enjoying the enactment of tragedy.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x john"
Floyd ]  living room                                          63
Floyd |
Floyd | > X JOHN
Floyd |
Floyd | You remember the first time you invited John and Celine to come to
Floyd | dinner.  You can see them now on the doorstep, John slightly behind,
Floyd | handsome and distinguished in a military-style coat with gold buttons
Floyd | and braiding, Celine, in black just like always, holding out to you a
Floyd | hand-tied bouquet of flowers the colour of her lipstick, and smiling.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess leans her head against Adrian's shoulder.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x twitch"
Floyd ]  living room                                          64
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TWITCH
Floyd |
Floyd | You only know Twitch by reputation.  He is an old school friend of
Floyd | Celine's and your paths have never crossed.  He looks like the
Floyd | clinically depressed stoner he is, which is not devoid of a certain
Floyd | glamour. He has restless fingers and idle eyes.
Floyd |
Floyd | Twitch steeples his fingers as he ponders the board in front of him.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "these NPCs feel familiar"
Binder says (to Floyd), "x jess"
Floyd ]  living room                                          65
Floyd |
Floyd | > X JESS
Floyd |
Floyd | You cannot look at Jess at the moment without remembering the drive
Floyd | the hospital, stars streaking overhead, the slow drip-drip-drip of
Floyd | time in the waiting room, and the hushed, awkward solemnity of a brief
Floyd | bedside visitation.
Floyd |
Floyd | Laurie stands behind Twitch, combing her fingers through his lightly
Floyd | curling hair.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "interesting that it didn't actually describe John"
Zach says, "Yeah"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x adrian"
Floyd ]  living room                                          66
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ADRIAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You find a flickering of kindred in Adrian's glance.  You are sure he
Floyd | finds this gathering almost as unendurable as you do.
Floyd |
Floyd | Rick opens a new bottle of port.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "x rick"
Floyd ]  living room                                          67
Floyd |
Floyd | > X RICK
Floyd |
Floyd | Rick is a man not suited to inaction.  On the sofa like this, he looks
Floyd | like a pile of himself.  The port he is drinking is surely of
Floyd | excellent quality but it seems to afford him little pleasure at the
Floyd | moment.
Floyd |
Floyd | John sighs heavily as he loses yet another game of Go.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x elsie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          68
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ELSIE
Floyd |
Floyd | You don't know Elsie very well, but this mainly because there is not
Floyd | much overlap between your lives bar some friends in common. She has
Floyd | always struck you as a terribly nice person.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess leans her head against Adrian's shoulder.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "Physical appearance is less important in stories than you think."
Jacqueline says, "This is an ambitious number of NPCs to have in a room. Go you, Anonymous."
Doug says, "haha 'pile of himself'. Reminds me of 'bag of Hank'"
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  living room                                          69
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | Laurie paces back and forth in front of the fireplace, her fuck-me
Floyd | boot heels clomping on the wooden floor - clearly she is not garnering
Floyd | enough attention to feel comfortable.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x game"
Floyd ]  living room                                          69
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GAME
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x coat stand"
Floyd ]  living room                                          70
Floyd |
Floyd | > X COAT STAND
Floyd |
Floyd | You seem to own far more coats than four people living in a house
Floyd | could possibly need or want.  The metal of the coatstand is almost
Floyd | entirely obscured beneath fabric.  One of your own coats is just
Floyd | visible.  There are two identical big brown dusters belonging to Dave.
Floyd | Celine's slightly shabby, soft velvet jacket.  A zebra-striped hoodie
Floyd | of John's.  His big military coat with the golden buttons.  More
Floyd | beneath.
Floyd |
Floyd | Someone makes a desultory remark.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "wonder where Dave is."
Binder says, "Hey where's Dave...timing"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x my coat"
Floyd ]  living room                                          71
Floyd |
Floyd | > X MY COAT
Floyd |
Floyd | It's just your coat.  Long, black, ordinary, equipped with a belt you
Floyd | never bother to tie, buttons you never fasten and pockets with no
Floyd | linings, where you keep losing things.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess and Adrian converse in soft whispers.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "Wasn't his mattress bare? Maybe he's left for some reason."
Doug says (to Floyd), "x pockets"
Floyd ]  living room                                          72
Floyd |
Floyd | > X POCKETS
Floyd |
Floyd | There's a distortion in the fabric way down at the very bottom of the
Floyd | coat, as if something has slipped between the lining and the coat
Floyd | itself.
Floyd |
Floyd | Adrian tries to catch your eye.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Yeah, maybe he sleeps somewhere else, with an SO."
Doug says (to Floyd), "x distortion"
Floyd ]  living room                                          72
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DISTORTION
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "get coat"
Floyd ]  living room                                          73
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET COAT
Floyd |
Floyd | You unhook your coat with difficulty from the coatstand, nearly
Floyd | over-toppling the whole teetering structure.  Folding it over your
Floyd | arm, you can feel the edge of something caught in the lining.
Floyd |
Floyd | Somebody asks the Rick the time.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x lining"
Floyd ]  living room                                          73
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LINING
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "try search pockets"
Doug says (to Floyd), "search pockets"
Floyd ]  living room                                          74
Floyd |
Floyd | > SEARCH POCKETS
Floyd |
Floyd | Digging through your pockets, your fingers catch the edge of something
Floyd | that has fallen down into the depths of the lining.  After an
Floyd | impressive display of digital dexterity, you fish out a 50p coin.
Floyd |
Floyd | Adrian picks one of the Sunday paper supplements from the pile on the
Floyd | coffee table but discards it when he discovers it's about two weeks
Floyd | old.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "I never think of using 'search'."
Doug says, "I guess that's a convention I missed"
DavidW says, "by the way, you can TALK TO these people, if you want."
Jacqueline asks, "Adrian tried to catch our eye. It might be merely random, but shall we engage him in conversation?"
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to adrian"
Floyd ]  living room                                          75
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO ADRIAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Under different circumstances you would actually quite like to talk to
Floyd | Adrian.  Maybe you are deluding yourself with suspicions of kinship
Floyd | but you can more readily imagine yourself saying something that feels
Floyd | true to him than anyone else.  But how can you speak of anything in
Floyd | this company, at this time.  Better not to talk to him at all.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "catch adrian's eye"
Floyd ]  living room                                          75
Floyd |
Floyd | > CATCH ADRIAN'S EYE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to adrian"
Floyd ]  living room                                          76
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO ADRIAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Under different circumstances you would actually quite like to talk to
Floyd | Adrian.  Maybe you are deluding yourself with suspicions of kinship
Floyd | but you can more readily imagine yourself saying something that feels
Floyd | true to him than anyone else.  But how can you speak of anything in
Floyd | this company, at this time.  Better not to talk to him at all.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "wink at adrian"
Floyd ]  living room                                          76
Floyd |
Floyd | > WINK AT ADRIAN
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "heh. Well, maybe we can't talk to everyone."
Doug says (to Floyd), "nod at adrian"
Floyd ]  living room                                          76
Floyd |
Floyd | > NOD AT ADRIAN
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "hm, was hoping that was one of the repeat-for-different-results."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x coin"
Floyd ]  living room                                          77
Floyd |
Floyd | > X COIN
Floyd |
Floyd | This is exactly what it looks like, except it is relatively freshly
Floyd | minted and has a brightness to it that would have delighted you when
Floyd | you were a small child.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess pulls out a notebook and begins writing, or sketching, something
Floyd | in it and then gives up.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to john"
Floyd ]  living room                                          78
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO JOHN
Floyd |
Floyd | "How's the game going," you ask.  There is a pause as John considers.
Floyd | "I'm losing," he concludes finally.  "Oh," you say.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, ""Oh.""
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  living room                                          79
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "How are you doing?" you ask, since it is the officially sanctioned
Floyd | question at a time like this.  "Still losing," he says.  You didn't
Floyd | mean the game, and you're pretty sure John didn't either but it's
Floyd | probably better this way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "I am enjoying this, but I can't help feeling like I'm stuck in a teenager's angsty poetry notebook."
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to laurie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          80
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO LAURIE
Floyd |
Floyd | God no.  You don't want to support her delusion that she has any place
Floyd | here. If you tried to talk to her, you might have to kill her.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "> DRUG LAURIE"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "kill laurie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          81
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL LAURIE
Floyd |
Floyd | You leap across the living room, shrieking like all the legions of
Floyd | hell and throw yourself at Laurie, in a whirlwind of clawing, biting,
Floyd | hitting, kicking and spitting ... or at least you imagine doing it.
Floyd | It's not, in any sense, a real temptation, pleasurable though it would
Floyd | be to wipe the condescension from her face.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess pulls out a notebook and begins writing, or sketching, something
Floyd | in it and then gives up.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "YAY IT WORKED"
Doug says, "seems better than teenager"
Binder says, "Oh man."
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to jess"
Floyd ]  living room                                          82
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO JESS
Floyd |
Floyd | You wonder what to say to Jess but her ways are not your ways and
Floyd | despite mutual affection there are times when your differences seem
Floyd | less like intriguing points of interest upon the tourist map of your
Floyd | psyches than insurmountable barriers to understanding or accord.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Oh, darn, just imaginary."
djfletch says, "haha nice"
Zach says, "The angst seems justified since someone died"
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  living room                                          83
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess and Adrian converse in soft whispers.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to rick"
Floyd ]  living room                                          84
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO RICK
Floyd |
Floyd | "Care for some port, m'dear?" offers Rick, with a valiant semblance of
Floyd | his usual bonhommie.  "It's a very fine old tawny."  You don't doubt
Floyd | it but you aren't sure inebriation would be the best addition to your
Floyd | mood right now.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x port"
Floyd ]  living room                                          84
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PORT
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Oh, I don't know, there are some excellent teenagers out there. And I have a certain soft spot for very angsty, flowy, superfluous teen-like poetry. It's why I like Fiona Apple so much."
Binder says (to Floyd), "talk to rick"
Floyd ]  living room                                          85
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO RICK
Floyd |
Floyd | Rick produces a silver hip flask with a flourish.  "Absinthe?" he
Floyd | suggests, raising his brows, entirely conscious of the effect.
Floyd | Amusement temporarily alleviates the atmosphere in the room.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to rick"
Floyd ]  living room                                          86
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO RICK
Floyd |
Floyd | Rick reaches a hand into a shopping bag languishing by the side of the
Floyd | sofa.  "Iberian ham?" he says.  "Brie?  Some pate?"  You are starting
Floyd | to feel churlish but you keep shaking your head.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder exclaims, "Rick just became my favorite. He's double fisting!"
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to rick"
Floyd ]  living room                                          87
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO RICK
Floyd |
Floyd | Rick has probably run out of random indulgent  foodstuffs to offer you
Floyd | by now, and you do not want to press in case the temporary semblance
Floyd | of normality founders.  You remember that some of the people in this
Floyd | room are your friends and that you will not always feel this way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW asks, "The PC is female, right?"
Binder says, "Maybe Rick is just omniendearing."
Jacqueline says (to DW), "I'm getting that sense."
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to twitch"
Floyd ]  living room                                          88
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO TWITCH
Floyd |
Floyd | Like most comprehensively broken people there is a touch of the
Floyd | rockstar about Twitch, and he wears it well. You are conscious of an
Floyd | uncomfortable intermingling of attraction and disdain, and that makes
Floyd | you rather shy of talking to him.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "ask john about dave"
Floyd ]  living room                                          88
Floyd |
Floyd | > ASK JOHN ABOUT DAVE
Floyd |
Floyd | (To communicate in Eurydice, TALK TO a character.)
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to twitch"
Floyd ]  living room                                          89
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO TWITCH
Floyd |
Floyd | You really have no idea what to say to him.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x eurydice"
Floyd ]  living room                                          89
Floyd |
Floyd | > X EURYDICE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Nice thumbnail descriptions of these people."
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to Elsie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          90
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO ELSIE
Floyd |
Floyd | "Would you like a cup of a tea?" asks Elsie, the moment you step into
Floyd | her visual range.  You shake your head and thank her.  Elsie is a
Floyd | perpetual tea-maker.  It might annoy you in somebody else but Elsie's
Floyd | tea is the sincerest tea you have ever drunk.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "That's the best kind"
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  living room                                          91
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "How are you doing?" you both say, at exactly the same time and with
Floyd | exactly the same intonation.  You smile awkwardly at each other.  "I'm
Floyd | okay," you say into the pause that follows.  "I don't think I am,"
Floyd | says Elsie, shyly.  Her honesty ripples through the room like a stone
Floyd | dropped into a fetid pond.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Sinceritea."
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  living room                                          92
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | You feel obliged to click into comforting mode. It is not that you
Floyd | don't want to comfort Elsie, it's just you're afraid that all your
Floyd | words are lies.  "I have to believe that it's a choice she made," you
Floyd | say.  "She was so unhappy, you can understand why she did it."  But
Floyd | you don't.  You don't.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Oh, Binder."
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  living room                                          93
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Elsie nods.  You wonder if her faith makes this even harder for her.
Floyd | You want to ask about it, but what can you say?  "So do you think
Floyd | Celine has gone to Hell for what she did?"  Maybe not.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Ack, a suicide."
Jacqueline says, "Yeah, let's not ask Elise if she thinks Celine is in Hell. That seems poor form."
Zach says, "I figured that's why there were all the empty pill containers"
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  living room                                          94
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Neither of you really dare say anything else.  It's too delicate a
Floyd | balance to maintain, between honesty and lies, compassion and cruelty.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "seems still uncertain though."
Jacqueline says (to Z), "Yeah, me too. I figured she was either already horribly ill or she'd done herself in."
Doug says, "'I have to believe' means we want to think it's a suicide, but it might have been accidental overdose"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x celine's jacket"
Floyd ]  living room                                          95
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CELINE'S JACKET
Floyd |
Floyd | Yeah, you're going to look like a right doink in front of a bunch of
Floyd | people you used to call your friends if you start stroking Celine's
Floyd | jacket.
Floyd |
Floyd | John sighs heavily as he loses yet another game of Go.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "So want to say something, but shan't."
Zach says, "I think the going to Hell part implies suicide as well"
Doug asks, "if I don't call them friends anymore, what do I care what I look like?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x john's jacket"
Floyd ]  living room                                          95
Floyd |
Floyd | > X JOHN'S JACKET
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x celine's jacket"
Floyd ]  living room                                          96
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CELINE'S JACKET
Floyd |
Floyd | Yeah, you're going to look like a right doink in front of a bunch of
Floyd | people you used to call your friends if you start stroking Celine's
Floyd | jacket.
Floyd |
Floyd | John sighs heavily as he loses yet another game of Go.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "heh, quick games."
Jacqueline says, "Man, John sucks at Go."
Zach says (to Floyd), "dave's jacket"
Floyd ]  living room                                          96
Floyd |
Floyd | > DAVE'S JACKET
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x dave's jacket"
Floyd ]  living room                                          96
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DAVE'S JACKET
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x dave's coat"
Floyd ]  living room                                          96
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DAVE'S COAT
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x john's hoodie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          96
Floyd |
Floyd | > X JOHN'S HOODIE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Perhaps time is moving sloooowly for us. Or perhaps the every turn things are randomized."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x coat stand"
Floyd ]  living room                                          97
Floyd |
Floyd | > X COAT STAND
Floyd |
Floyd | You seem to own far more coats than four people living in a house
Floyd | could possibly need or want.  The metal of the coat stand is almost
Floyd | entirely obscured beneath fabric.  There are two identical big brown
Floyd | dusters belonging to Dave.  Celine's slightly shabby, soft velvet
Floyd | jacket.  A zebra-striped hoodie of John's.  His big military coat with
Floyd | the golden buttons.  More beneath
Floyd |
Floyd | A conversation starts up but sputters out like a candle flame in less
Floyd | than a minute.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x Dave's dusters"
Floyd ]  living room                                          97
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DAVE'S DUSTERS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x zebra-striped hoodie"
Floyd ]  living room                                          97
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ZEBRA-STRIPED HOODIE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I suppose only two coats were actually coded."
Binder says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  living room                                          98
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | Jess leans over and makes a show of being of interested in the
Floyd | progress of the game.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "We've talked to everyone? Try out the kitchen?"
Binder says, "Sure."
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              99
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | You remember long, sun-drenched afternoons in here with Celine, baking
Floyd | and talking, filling up the kitchen with laughter, the scent of sweet
Floyd | things cooking and occasionally smoke and the smell of stuff you've
Floyd | burned to a crisp.  The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented
Floyd | house.  It has faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and
Floyd | fitted cupboards in shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a
Floyd | pleasure to cook in such a kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on
Floyd | the little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x Vera"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              100
Floyd |
Floyd | > X VERA
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera-the-Aloe is an aloe vera plant, hence the name.  You christened
Floyd | her in an excess of cleverness.  Celine grew her from a tiny shoot
Floyd | Her soil is dry, and her long leaves are droopy, fraying brown at the
Floyd | ends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "water vera"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              101
Floyd |
Floyd | > WATER VERA
Floyd |
Floyd | You lift Vera up, careful not to damage her trailing fronds and carry
Floyd | her over to the sink.  You are sure there is a better way to do this
Floyd | but you hold her under the tap until her soil is damp and then take
Floyd | her back to the table.  There is no instant improvement and you can't
Floyd | really tell if she looks any happier but you feel a bit better.  It
Floyd | would be just too hopeless of you to let Celine's plants die with her.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
maga says, "meh, I kind of want to watch you play this, but I should really go and run"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x Tilda"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              102
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TILDA
Floyd |
Floyd | Tilda is also a plant, although you've forgotten what kind.  You named
Floyd | her Tilda after Tilda Swinton because she is a very beautifully
Floyd | androgynous plant.  She has green leaves, shiny as wax, and generous,
Floyd | open-mouthed flowers with immensely long, lascivious stamen.  Celine
Floyd | also bought and nurtured Tilda.  She seems to be fine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x Natalie"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              103
Floyd |
Floyd | > X NATALIE
Floyd |
Floyd | Oh hell, you'd entirely forgotten Natalie was here.  She's come up
Floyd | from London for you, especially for you ... to be with you now in your
Floyd | time of need.  You know you ought to feel gratitude but you can't seem
Floyd | to muster any.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to Natalie"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              104
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO NATALIE
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie comes over and hugs you.  She is no Laurie but you find
Floyd | touching people, and being touched, difficult at the moment.  The
Floyd | world waits for you, or possibly recedes from you, behind a pane of
Floyd | glass, visible but inaccessible.  Somebody breaching it is a dull kind
Floyd | of ache.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              105
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "How are you doing, hon?" she asks, all warmth and sympathy.  You
Floyd | suspect "doing" is a polite way of saying "coping".  "I'm fine," you
Floyd | lie.  And, then, because it's so obvious a lie: "It's hard, of
Floyd | course."  "Yeah."  Natalie gazes you at with an expression that is
Floyd | starting to become familiar - why do people always look at the
Floyd | bereaved that way?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              106
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "I'm nearly done with the pasta," says Natalie, "so at least this way
Floyd | I'll know you're eating."  You mumble your thanks, inevitably sounding
Floyd | ungracious.  You feel monstrous, caged behind your glass, snapping at
Floyd | proffered kindness, howling at a heedless sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              107
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Seeing you lingering in this awkward, Natalie stops stirring and
Floyd | smiles at you encouragingly. "I'm here for you," she says.  "Do you
Floyd | want to talk?"  You have to bite back sarastic things you don't mean.
Floyd | So you keep smiling and shake your head.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              108
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Seeing you lingering in this awkward, Natalie stops stirring and
Floyd | smiles at you encouragingly. "I'm here for you," she says.  "Do you
Floyd | want to talk?"  You have to bite back sarastic things you don't mean.
Floyd | So you keep smiling and shake your head.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "cf8"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              108
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x hob"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              108
Floyd |
Floyd | > X HOB
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "take pills"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              109
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE PILLS
Floyd |
Floyd | You already have those.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "eat pills"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              110
Floyd |
Floyd | > EAT PILLS
Floyd |
Floyd | While imitation may be thought to be the sincerest form of flattery,
Floyd | you should probably not start randomly taking someone else's
Floyd | medication.  It didn't do much good for Celine, after all.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline asks, "Back garden? Get away from folks?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x open cupboards"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              110
Floyd |
Floyd | > X OPEN CUPBOARDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "Back garden sounds good to me."
Zach says, "yeah"
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          111
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x lawn"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          112
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAWN
Floyd |
Floyd | The blades are tipped by an unhealthy yellow and sway indolently in
Floyd | the slight breeze.  As you watch, a violent ripple of motion seizes
Floyd | the stalks and whips them back and forth.  At first you think it must
Floyd | be the wind but then you see a blur of a new green in the grass and a
Floyd | snake slithers onto the patio.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          113
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You would not have thought there were such snakes in England.  It is a
Floyd | strong, sinuous creature, dappled in black diamonds like a snake on a
Floyd | Snakes And Ladders board.  It has hateful yellow eyes, as blank as
Floyd | pieces of glass.  You are not by nature inclined towards
Floyd | anthropomorphisation but there is something both directed and
Floyd | malignant in its gaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "pet snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          113
Floyd |
Floyd | > PET SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW asks, "I trust people know why a snake would be in a game called Eurydice?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x patio"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          114
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PATIO
Floyd |
Floyd | Yellowing stone, green weeds, a maze of cracks and encroachment.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          115
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You would not have thought there were such snakes in England.  It is a
Floyd | strong, sinuous creature, dappled in black diamonds like a snake on a
Floyd | Snakes And Ladders board.  It has hateful yellow eyes, as blank as
Floyd | pieces of glass.  You are not by nature inclined towards
Floyd | anthropomorphisation but there is something both directed and
Floyd | malignant in its gaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "talk to snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          116
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | Unsurprisingly, you have nothing to say to it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "take snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          117
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | Even assuming you could catch it, it looks like it might be poisonous.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "I'm going to let that hang in the air so as to not be a spoiler, DW."
Zach says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          118
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | A snake, still as stone, has partially emerged from the long grass.
Floyd | It seems to be watching you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Hmm. Anything else to do with the snake?"
DavidW says, "You could try to kill or kick it, I suppose."
Jacqueline wonders whether or not to say something.
Zach says, ">GIVE SNAKE TO LAURIE"
Jacqueline says (to Z), "ha"
Zach says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You have nothing with which to hurt it, beyond ill-will.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x weeds"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WEEDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "kick snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > KICK SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x sky"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SKY
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x sun"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SUN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "I'm guessing it's just an allusion, and that we're not meant to play a part, per se, though... given the special verbs. I'm still not entirely sure where this will go, though I have an idea."
Zach says (to Floyd), "give pill to snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          119
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PILL TO SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Binder says, "Oh."
DavidW says, "It's pills, not pill."
Zach says (to Floyd), "turn around"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          120
Floyd |
Floyd | > TURN AROUND
Floyd |
Floyd | You glance nervously over your shoulder but there is nothing untoward.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give pills to snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          121
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PILLS TO SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | The snake doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "step on snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          121
Floyd |
Floyd | > STEP ON SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Try the front door?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          122
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I have no objection."
Doug says, "I guess we're fenced in or something"
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              123
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  living room                                          124
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  living room                                          125
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a 50p coin
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      126
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Thanks. That was what I wanted to try but wasn't sure I should."
Doug says, "yeah, just peeked at the wikipedia page..."
Jacqueline says, "Though I guess if we don't make use of our knowledge of the myth, there's possibly little point. It's been encouraged."
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Ah."
Jacqueline says, "I think I remember the story... but, hm."
Zach asks, "Hmm?"
Jacqueline says, "Nothing."
Doug says, "it wouldn't let us play the lyre either"
Zach asks, "Does a coin play a part in the myth?"
Doug says, "maybe Dave is the lyre player"
Jacqueline says, "True. But maybe just not yet. (For the lyre.)"
Jacqueline says (to Zach), "Dunno if I'm getting my myths confused, but there's payment needed to cross into Hades."
Doug asks, "wonder who the satyr is. Twitch?"
Zach says, "Ah, right."
DavidW says (to Jacqueline), "There's was even a Zork game that did the payment thing to Hades."
Jacqueline says (to DW), "Yes, complete with gratuitous rock music."
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      127
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You have a vague nagging sense that you've left something in the house
Floyd | you ought to have with you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "well hm."
DavidW says, "And yes, that is a different myth, I believe."
Zach asks, "Did we try taking the lyre?"
DavidW says, "dunno"
Doug says (to Floyd), "up"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     128
Floyd |
Floyd | > UP
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  your room                                            129
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | your room
Floyd | Your room is a complete mess.  The bed is unmade.  The bookshelves
Floyd | that once lined the walls are a ruin of fallen books and splintered
Floyd | wood.  There are piles of things that shouldn't be piled everywhere.
Floyd | All the things you thought you cared about feel like mockery.
Floyd |
Floyd | A mysterious lyre, slightly battered from possibly having fallen from
Floyd | your bookshelves, lies among the wreckage.
Floyd |
Floyd | Behind you, to the east, is the upstairs landing
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get lyre"
Floyd ]  your room                                            130
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You certainly can't remember ever having bought, or been given, a
Floyd | lyre.  It is smooth and slightly warm in your hands, its shape a
Floyd | graceful curve like a human spine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "out"
Floyd ]  your room                                            131
Floyd |
Floyd | > OUT
Floyd |
Floyd | But you aren't in anything at the moment.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     132
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "I hate that default response to out, by the way"
DavidW says, "mm"
Doug says (to Floyd), "d"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      133
Floyd |
Floyd | > D
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Marlborough road                                     134
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Marlborough road
Floyd | This is just an ordinary street, lined by Victorian terraces, with
Floyd | their slightly over-ambitious moulding and bow windows.  In the
Floyd | distance you can hear the muted roar of traffic streaming down the
Floyd | Abingdon Road.  It is not quite suburbia but it's a pocket of Oxford
Floyd | unreached by spires, dreaming or otherwise.   The fading light is
Floyd | nonetheless tinged by gold.  The sky is a swirl of grey and pink, like
Floyd | the interior of a shell.  There is a biting promise of winter in the
Floyd | air.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is to the northwest, your house to the east, and other
Floyd | places lie elsewhere.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    135
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park Gate
Floyd | The gate to Hinksey Park is not far from your house but by the time
Floyd | you arrive the sky is already suffused by a greyness that has blotted
Floyd | out the potential glories of an Oxford sunset.  Night is snapping at
Floyd | your heels.  The park  is the old fashioned kind, a basic arrangement
Floyd | of paths and benches, grass and trees. The nearest bench is over-hung
Floyd | by a willow tree, which has wept a burthen of withered foliage onto
Floyd | the seat.  There is a lake, girdled by a path and an open air swimming
Floyd | pool.
Floyd |
Floyd | A river, which must be a tributary of the Thames, flows to the west.
Floyd | Malborough Road lies to the southeast.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "elsewhere"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    135
Floyd |
Floyd | > ELSEWHERE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "huh, 'burthen'"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x lake"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    136
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | The lake is misshapen splodge in the gloom.  The breeze occasionally
Floyd | picks up ripples on the water.  At its edge, an enormous swan twists
Floyd | its neck towards the sky and flings wide its white wings like an
Floyd | angel.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x swan"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    137
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SWAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Swans are peculiar creatures.  How can something so beautiful be so
Floyd | ungainly?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x swan"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    138
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SWAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Swans are peculiar creatures.  How can something so beautiful be so
Floyd | ungainly?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "oops. sorry."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x pool"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    139
Floyd |
Floyd | > X POOL
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently it's just an empty hollow, painted chlorine blue.  You used
Floyd | to go all the time during the summer months - sometimes with Celine.
Floyd | You used to say she was a water-ninja she could swim so fast.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "burthen = burden, apparently"
Zach says, "Ah, water ninja. Now I'm remembering the myth."
Zach says (to Floyd), "x bench"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    140
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | There are ordinary wooden benches at irregular intervals around the
Floyd | park, sometimes half-hidden by the knots of trees.
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x willow tree"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    141
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WILLOW TREE
Floyd |
Floyd | Oh willow, thou art sick.  Autumn has stripped its bravado, leaving it
Floyd | frail and naked in the gathering dusk.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x foliage"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    141
Floyd |
Floyd | > X FOLIAGE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x burthen"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    141
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BURTHEN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "sit on bench"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    142
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT ON BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | You go into the park and sit down on the nearest bench, letting the
Floyd | darkness enclose you. You're not very far from the houses and the road
Floyd | but the light and the noise doesn't reach you here.  You could be in
Floyd | another world.  The feeling of being entirely alone saturates your
Floyd | skin like cold.  You listen to the almost imperceptible sound of air
Floyd | moving across the lake and through the scrubby grass.  Tilting your
Floyd | head back, you stare at the sky.  It looks as if it is made of stone.
Floyd | You wonder if this is how Celine felt, sitting on this bench perhaps,
Floyd | waiting to die, and stand up again hastily.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "look under bench"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    143
Floyd |
Floyd | > LOOK UNDER BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | You find nothing of interest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "search bench"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    144
Floyd |
Floyd | > SEARCH BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | The bench is empty.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x grass"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    144
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GRASS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "enter swimming pool"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    145
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER SWIMMING POOL
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not something you can enter.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "swim"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    145
Floyd |
Floyd | > SWIM
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "west?"
DavidW says, "sure"
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  river                                                146
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | The river is a snake of moving darkness.  There is a railway line
Floyd | running parallel on the other side and open fields after that.  There
Floyd | is some kind of flat-bottomed boat by the bank nearest to you, and a
Floyd | tall man, in a long coat, is standing in the bow of the boat.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is behind you to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x tall man"
Floyd ]  river                                                146
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TALL MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x man"
Floyd ]  river                                                147
Floyd |
Floyd | > X MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | The man is so swathed about in garments it is hard to make out much
Floyd | about him.  He is imposingly tall, or would be if he didn't stand in
Floyd | the hunched-over fashion he does, and seems gaunt.  His hood is pulled
Floyd | down over his face, so you only occasionally catch glimpses of his
Floyd | profile: you piece together an impression of sharp-nosed pallor and
Floyd | pale eyes the colour of dirty water. One of his gloved hands rests
Floyd | upon the pole he probably uses to propel the boat through the water.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                148
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | You're not really an expert in boats.  This one seems to be designed
Floyd | upon similar principles to a punt, although it lacks the comfortable
Floyd | cushions, champagne and strawberries you know for a fact to be an
Floyd | essential part of any punting trip.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give coin to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                149
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COIN TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You toss the coin to ferryman.  It turns over and over in the air,
Floyd | flashing silver, and then he reaches out a gloved hand and engulfs it
Floyd | in darkness.  He carries it to his mouth and bites it.  "That's not
Floyd | silver," he says. But then he shrugs.  "It'll do.  In you get."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "aw, you didn't even talk to him first."
Zach says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  river                                                148
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                149
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | At your approach, the hood turns in your direction and seems to be
Floyd | sizing you up.  "This journey isn't for you," the ferryman says
Floyd | finally.  His voice is neither as deep nor as sonorous as the hood
Floyd | merits, and the words seem rehearsed somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  river                                                150
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | You open your mouth to protest but the man speaks before you have a
Floyd | chance.  He heaves a gusty sigh that causes his garments to billow
Floyd | around him alarmingly as if they contain nothing but smoke.  "Let me
Floyd | guess," he says, "you want to take it anyway."  Again, you attempt to
Floyd | answer him but he prevents you.  "There's no need to look like that.
Floyd | You're not the first, I doubt you'll be the last."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  river                                                151
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | It is hard to tell beneath the hood but the man seems to be regarding
Floyd | you quizzically.  "Haven't I seen you before somewhere?" he asks.
Floyd | "There's something about you ... you seem a bit familiar."  You shake
Floyd | your head.  You have certainly never seen him before.  "No," he
Floyd | agrees, after a moment.  "I suppose that wouldn't be likely.  I'm not
Floyd | exactly in a position to receive repeat custom."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  river                                                152
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "Will you take me across?" you ask, propelled by some sort of instinct
Floyd | you cannot easily articulate. You hardly know what you'll find on the
Floyd | other side of the river, or why you'd want to get there.  The ferryman
Floyd | shakes his head, partly to emphasise an answer you are fully expecting
Floyd | to be negative but, also, you suspect, to express a kind of weariness.
Floyd | "I'll tell you what I tell you everyone who comes to the banks of the
Floyd | river and looks for me," he says finally.  "If you want to cross,
Floyd | it'll cost you silver and, under the usual circumstances, seven days
Floyd | of lamentation but I'll waive them on account of the cold weather."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "hooray"
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  river                                                153
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | There's no point trying to change my mind or haggle me down," says the
Floyd | ferryman, a bit impatiently. "Rules are rules.  No silver, no
Floyd | ferrying.  That's the way it's always been, that's the way it'll
Floyd | always be.  But between you and me you'd be better off going home in
Floyd | any case.  You have no place on my boat, no place on the journey and
Floyd | the end that comes is not your end."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give coin to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COIN TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You toss the coin to ferryman.  It turns over and over in the air,
Floyd | flashing silver, and then he reaches out a gloved hand and engulfs it
Floyd | in darkness.  He carries it to his mouth and bites it.  "That's not
Floyd | silver," he says. But then he shrugs.  "It'll do.  In you get."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "enter boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | As you step towards the boat the Ferryman intercepts you again.
Floyd | "Coming back is harder than going," he says. "Are you sure?"
Zach asks, "yes?"
DavidW | yes or no>>
Jacqueline says, "Points for the punt / Charon comparison."
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "cf9"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd |
Floyd | Please answer yes or no.>
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > CF9
Floyd |
Floyd | Please answer yes or no.>
Zach says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           155
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the boat.  There is a space for a single passenger but
Floyd | it is not  exactly luxurious.  You barely have time to sit down upon
Floyd | the damp wooden boards before the ferryman takes his first stroke,
Floyd | propelling the boat forward at an unlikely speed that causes the
Floyd | moving air to catch at you like icy hands.  You  remember that someone
Floyd | told you once that a punt can travel at 30 miles an hour in
Floyd | favourable conditions ... but this one slips across the moonslick
Floyd | water as effortlessly as if it is glass.  At any rate, you are glad
Floyd | that the man has sufficient  taste to punt from the Oxford end.  You
Floyd | tilt your head back.  You are going so fast that the stars are smeared
Floyd | across the sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | Something has happened.  You have lost track of time, or track of
Floyd | yourself, or something.  You were looking at the sky, feeling stars
Floyd | upon your skin, no, you were in a boat, cold seeping through you, wind
Floyd | tangling in your hair.  But there is no trace of the punt here, or the
Floyd | man, or even a river.  How did you get here?  Where are you?  There is
Floyd | a set of open wrought iron gates before you, as intricate as briars.
Floyd | Beyond them, hazy in the darkness to the southeast, a round lawn,
Floyd | dotted with trees.  It all feels familiar somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | Guarding the gate is biggest dog you have ever seen, a haunch of
Jacqueline says, "Oh."
Floyd | bloody meat and a vast water bowl at its feet.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "Undo and save?"
Jacqueline says, "Possibly, yeah"
Jacqueline says, "Though I'm sure we're supposed to do this."
Zach says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  river                                                155
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | The river is a snake of moving darkness.  There is a railway line
Floyd | running parallel on the other side and open fields after that.  There
Floyd | is some kind of flat-bottomed boat by the bank nearest to you, and a
Floyd | tall man, in a long coat, is standing in the bow of the boat.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is behind you to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "press save"
Floyd ]  river                                                155
Floyd |
Floyd | > PRESS SAVE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Zach says (to Floyd), "cf10"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Floyd ]  river                                                155
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give coin to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                155
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COIN TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "you already gave it"
Zach says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  river                                                156
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "enter boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                156
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | As you step towards the boat the Ferryman intercepts you again.
Floyd | "Coming back is harder than going," he says. "Are you sure?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           157
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the boat.  There is a space for a single passenger but
Floyd | it is not  exactly luxurious.  You barely have time to sit down upon
Floyd | the damp wooden boards before the ferryman takes his first stroke,
Floyd | propelling the boat forward at an unlikely speed that causes the
Floyd | moving air to catch at you like icy hands.  You  remember that someone
Floyd | told you once that a punt can travel at 30 miles an hour in
Floyd | favourable conditions ... but this one slips across the moonslick
Floyd | water as effortlessly as if it is glass.  At any rate, you are glad
Floyd | that the man has sufficient  taste to punt from the Oxford end.  You
Floyd | tilt your head back.  You are going so fast that the stars are smeared
Floyd | across the sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | Something has happened.  You have lost track of time, or track of
Floyd | yourself, or something.  You were looking at the sky, feeling stars
Floyd | upon your skin, no, you were in a boat, cold seeping through you, wind
Floyd | tangling in your hair.  But there is no trace of the punt here, or the
Floyd | man, or even a river.  How did you get here?  Where are you?  There is
Floyd | a set of open wrought iron gates before you, as intricate as briars.
Floyd | Beyond them, hazy in the darkness to the southeast, a round lawn,
Floyd | dotted with trees.  It all feels familiar somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | Guarding the gate is biggest dog you have ever seen, a haunch of
Floyd | bloody meat and a vast water bowl at its feet.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           158
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | All three heads turn in your direction as you lift the lyre, and a
Floyd | strange shiver runs down the length of the beast's back.  If it was
Floyd | human you don't know what emotions you'd ascribe to it. It holds
Floyd | itself still and silent, only the heaving of its flanks to betray the
Floyd | fact it lives at all.  And you play, strange, savage music, spiralling
Floyd | out of the lyre, drenched inhuman colours, filling your mouth up with
Floyd | heat and the tang of metal.  Your heart tightens sickeningly in your
Floyd | chest, pulsing with the lyre strings, something like excitement,
Floyd | something like dread.  The dog trembles where it stands, its eyes
Floyd | ablaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "so, punting from the oxford end. Was that a reference to the urban dictionary definition?"
Jacqueline says, "I think it's merely a reference to which end of the punt, and that the urban dictionary definition is something else entirely."
Doug says, "I figured"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x dog"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           159
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOG
Floyd |
Floyd | The beast strains against its bonds
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Or rather, the position of the punter. In Oxford I think they stand down inside the punt, as opposed to up on the top of the boat at its stern."
Jacqueline says, "I've punted in Cam, never been to Oxford."
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           160
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You feel as if you have been running, and running hard, and your
Floyd | fingers tremble on the strings, fearful of the lyre and its music.
Floyd | But everything has changed.  Softly, softly, comes the scent of green
Floyd | things growing, dark places, damp fur, warmth in your belly and all
Floyd | around, different songs.  You lose time, the names of things. The
Floyd | stars becomes nothing but distant light. Your four clawed feet trample
Floyd | complex concepts to nothing but travelled earth, and happiness is the
Floyd | flow of the night.  Then comes the creeping cold, not without, but
Floyd | within, and it snaps like winter at your heels.  And you don't know
Floyd | what it means that yours is now the only song, and yours the only
Floyd | pounding paws, and yours the fur and yours the hunger and you alone
Floyd | who slumber in the dark places and dream of dreams once shared.  The
Floyd | music fades to silence, and the dog slumps to the ground, ungainly
Floyd | now.  Its eyes fall closed and it seems to sleep.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "That's a nice Fluffy."
Zach says (to Floyd), "se"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          161
Floyd |
Floyd | > SE
Floyd |
Floyd | You muster up your courage and sidle past the subdued monster, holding
Floyd | your breath lest you rouse it.
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Hospital Approach
Floyd | You could be visiting a stately home, or an Oxford college, or a
Floyd | country church, except you're not.  You know there are more modern
Floyd | constructions hidden away behind it, one of which - the severely acute
Floyd | ward - lies like Sleeping Beauty's castle behind thorns of metal and
Floyd | stone.
Floyd |
Floyd | Circling an oval of moderately well-kept grass is a gravel path and,
Floyd | beyond it to the west, a sandstone building gleams palely golden
Floyd | against the shadowed sky. The gates loom to the northwest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug | in Cambridge they stand on the till and punt with the open end forward, while in Oxford they stand inside the boat and punt with the till forward.
Jacqueline says, "Some of this has been a bit ott for me, but that bit was truly lovely."
Lionheart arrives, full of fun and funk. Jacqueline says, "The second response to >PLAY LYRE, that is."
DavidW says, "Warneford Hospital is also in Wikipedia, fwiw."
Doug asks, "off or odd?"
Jacqueline says, "ott? Over the top."
Jacqueline says, "The orange juice sunset ref you all enjoyed I thought was a bit much."
Jacqueline says, "But most of this is beautiful and longing and achieves precisely the dreamlike quality the author had hoped for."
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  162
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you cross the lawn, your footsteps lost among the many you have
Floyd | already taken, you feel a horrible tightness round you heart as if
Floyd | someone had a hand round it and was squeezing. There is a burning at
Floyd | the back your throat, like a lump of tears and bile is stuck there.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "x vaughan"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  163
Floyd |
Floyd | > X VAUGHAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can see it, square and sensible, at the end of the path.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "huh, I thought the 'yours the only pounding paws' was a bit much, yeah."
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              164
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you walk down the path, a human cry breaks upon the silence and
Floyd | dies.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I find it .... (sunglasses) lyrical. YEEAAAAAH."
Doug says, "haha"
Jacqueline says, "I think it was trying to flow like music. It worked for me."
Jacqueline says, "And it flowed like sleep."
Jacqueline says, "Both."
Doug says, "but it didn't flow like orange juice."
Jacqueline says, "No, thankfully."
Jacqueline smiles.
Doug says (to Floyd), "x tree"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              165
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TREE
Floyd |
Floyd | It is hunched over the bench like a sullen teenager, its leafless
Floyd | branches hanging, lethargic.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x bench"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              166
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | Wooden, a little bit worn but not so much that it looks like nobody
Floyd | cares, only lightly besplattered with bird shit.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "sit on bench"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              167
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT ON BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | You sit on the bench for a brief moment.  Cigarette ends are strewn at
Floyd | your feet, riotously like rose petals, and from them rises a stale
Floyd | scent and a ghostly nicotine buzz.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "Just a smidge o' pidge."
Doug says (to Floyd), "x doorbell"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              168
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOORBELL
Floyd |
Floyd | Strangely totemic, it has a button for you to press and a grill - such
Floyd | as you might find on the visor of the villain in a sci-fi movie - for
Floyd | you talk into.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "take ends"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              168
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE ENDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "We don't need a smoke that bad"
Doug asks, "shall we ring?"
DavidW says, "I didn't sit on this bench when I played and missed seeing the cig butts."
Doug x window
Doug says (to Floyd), "x window"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              168
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WINDOW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug oops
Doug says (to Floyd), "x bow-window"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              168
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOW-WINDOW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x door"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              169
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Blueish.  Doorish.  Very very lockedish.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "ha"
Doug says (to Floyd), "ring"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              169
Floyd |
Floyd | > RING
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "push"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              169
Floyd |
Floyd | > PUSH
Floyd |
Floyd | What do you want to push?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "button"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              170
Floyd |
Floyd | > BUTTON
Floyd |
Floyd | You depress the button and listen to the silence while you wait.  You
Floyd | do not trust the doorbell.  It demands your faith yet gives you no
Floyd | miracles.  It doesn't even buzz to let you know it's actually
Floyd | functional.  Finally, just when you have given up all hope in the
Floyd | doorbell, there is a crackling from behind the grill and a distorted
Floyd | voice asks what you want.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to grill"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              171
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO GRILL
Floyd |
Floyd | You mumble your name into the grill, and explain you have come to get
Floyd | Celine.  A warped sigh gusts out of the grill with such force you are
Floyd | surprised it doesn't ruffle your hair.  Then crackling dies away and
Floyd | the grill speaks to you no further.  You assume that that means
Floyd | someone is coming to open the door but for all you know they could be
Floyd | activating the lever that drops you into the alligator pit.
Floyd |
Floyd | You are starting to wonder if perhaps they've forgotten you're there,
Floyd | or if answering the doorbell is a mere hobby, when there comes the
Floyd | sound of muted rattling and banging from behind the door as someone on
Floyd | the other side begins the ceremony required to open it.  It is finally
Floyd | eased open, just enough for you to squeeze through, by a Nurse,
Floyd | glowering at the effort required to perform the most basic tenets of
Floyd | her job.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x nurse"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              172
Floyd |
Floyd | > X NURSE
Floyd |
Floyd | You recognise her as Celine's Named Nurse, although you're damned if
Floyd | you can remember what she's called. But then it's only fair.  She
Floyd | would, after all, insist on calling Celine "Selin" (which she hated)
Floyd | instead of Celine.  "Like Celine Dion." Celine had tried to explain at
Floyd | first.  "Ohhhhhh," said the Nurse, in the voice reserved for
Floyd | patronising utter crazies, "so *you're* Celine Dion."  Celine had been
Floyd | obliged to explain that she meant her name was spelled and pronounced
Floyd | similarly to the singer's, not that she believed she actually was
Floyd | Celine Dion.  She told you about the misunderstanding later, laughing
Floyd | to cover her embarrassment.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to nurse"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              173
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO NURSE
Floyd |
Floyd | You try to bring yourself to say something polite to her but it's like
Floyd | forcing up a chicken bone.  In the end your masochism only extends to
Floyd | a grimace-like smile.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x door"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              174
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | The blue door stands open now, guarded by the Nurse.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "anyone want to do anything before we go in?"
DavidW says, "not me. I'm surprised the nurse hasn't closed the door again already."
Jacqueline says, "Carry on."
Doug says (to Floyd), "in"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              175
Floyd |
Floyd | > IN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              176
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              177
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Nurse stands huffily by the door as if opening it for you has been
Floyd | a Herculean labour the like of which she resented performing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "west"
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              178
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you edge past the Nurse, she put out a log-like arm to momentarily
Floyd | stop you entering.  "You'll need to see the Doctor first," she says,
Floyd | gruffly. "You can't take a patient away without the doctor's
Floyd | permission."  You nod your understanding, although your mind is full
Floyd | of Escape from Alcatraz visions, search lights flashing, sirens
Floyd | screaming and helicopters whirling overhead as you and Celine run,
Floyd | hand in hand, giggling into a different coloured future.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "sorry"
Doug asks, "what does nicotine smell like?"
DavidW says, "cigarettes"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x pinboards"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              179
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PINBOARDS
Floyd |
Floyd | They are covered in slightly scrappy, utilitarian messages.  The names
Floyd | of the nurses on shift.  Advertisements for a workshop on Coping with
Floyd | Psychosis.  The telephone number for Mind The Mental Health Charity
Floyd | (or, as their charity shop reminds you, Mind The Step).  Various
Floyd | advocacy services in case you should happen to find yourself in One
Floyd | Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x bookshelf"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              180
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOOKSHELF
Floyd |
Floyd | There are overly-rifled paperbacks, yellowed by use, stuffed
Floyd | haphazardly onto the shelves.  A quick glance at the spines reveals
Floyd | them to be without exception the kind of airport novels you probably
Floyd | wouldn't want to read even at an airport.  Or in a loony bin.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x table"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              181
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TABLE
Floyd |
Floyd | A plain, square table piled with sweating glossy magazines.  The
Floyd | titles blare at you but, somehow, do not appeal.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "Coping with Pyschosis: Your Voices and You"
Doug says (to Floyd), "get magazine"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              181
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET MAGAZINE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get magazines"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              181
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET MAGAZINES
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "ok. which way?"
Zach says, "Any which way"
DavidW says, "no comment"
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          182
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "The mystery of the bow-window revealed!"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x artwork"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          182
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ARTWORK
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x art"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          183
Floyd |
Floyd | > X ART
Floyd |
Floyd | You stare for a bit at the collage of pictures.  They seem touched by
Floyd | neither madness nor genius.  They look, in fact, like the sort of
Floyd | pictures you would attempt if you were in hospital and weren't very
Floyd | good at drawing.  One shows a childishly circular moon hanging in a
Floyd | bruise coloured sky.  Another, with precision but not skill, reflects
Floyd | the building in which you stand.  Someone has attempted a wolf, a
Floyd | bemused-looking, lopsided wolf.  A bowl of fruit, faded with apathy. A
Floyd | tree, competent  but for the hostile angles of its bared branches.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x wall"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          183
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WALL
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach asks, "To the doctor?"
DavidW says, "go for it"
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      184
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | This is a typical Doctor's office.  It has a clinical air, but no more
Floyd | than you would expect.  It is really very neat in here.  The walls are
Floyd | hung with what look to be modern art prints, all in identical frames,
Floyd | imprisoned behind glass.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is sitting behind the desk, his elbows resting atop it and
Floyd | his chin upon the platform provided by his interlocked fingers.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door to the south leads back to the dining hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | He seems surprisingly young for his role.  His hair is coal black and
Floyd | his eyes only one shade lighter, stark against the white coat that
Floyd | hangs open over an austere pinstriped suit.  He has a stern, unlovely
Floyd | face and returns your regard steadily.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Yes?" The Doctor's voice is not quite impatient, but the clipped
Floyd | quality of it suggests it very soon will be.  "You know I cannot
Floyd | accede to your ..." He stops abruptly, as if searching for a word, and
Floyd | settles finally on "...request".  I suggest you let me send you home,
Floyd | where you belong."
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Please answer yes or no.>
Zach asks, "No?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "no"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      186
Floyd |
Floyd | > NO
Floyd |
Floyd | At your refusal, the Doctor frowns.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "that's a weird decision point"
Zach says, "Yeah."
Doug asks, "why would a player say yes there?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Zach says (to Floyd), "cf11"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I never did try answering yes there, but I assume the game ends there if you do say yes."
Zach says, "I don't know. I'll see what happens"
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Yes?" The Doctor's voice is not quite impatient, but the clipped
Floyd | quality of it suggests it very soon will be.  "You know I cannot
Floyd | accede to your ..." He stops abruptly, as if searching for a word, and
Floyd | settles finally on "...request".  I suggest you let me send you home,
Floyd | where you belong."
Zach says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           186
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | "I confess, you have surprised me," says the Doctor, although he does
Floyd | not look displeased about it.  "I had not anticipated that you would
Floyd | be so ... reasonable."  He stands.  "I am sorry for your loss."  His
Floyd | hand upon your shoulder is ice cold even though layers of fabric but
Floyd | it only hurts for a moment and then the Doctor, his office, and the
Floyd | Warneford are gone...
Floyd |
Floyd | Home Again
Floyd | You are standing on the pavement outside your house.  The street looks
Floyd | exactly as it always looks, except evening has crept fully across the
Floyd | sky during your wanderings and the nascent night is definitely cold.
Floyd | You are conscious, for a second or two, of a vague nagging feeling, as
Floyd | if you have left something behind, but it passes swiftly.  Hinksey
Floyd | Park still lies, like a shadow, to the northwest and the rest of the
Floyd | world awaits in every other direction.  The door to your house stands
Floyd | before you, waiting for you to open it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           187
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "I guess we left Celine behind..."
Zach says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           187
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | The brass handle is as cold as the night air beneath your hand but,
Floyd | for once, the door does not stick. It swings open before you in
Floyd | invitation, spilling a treasury's worth of light over the front path.
Floyd | Warm air rushes out to greet you and, from within, you hear the
Floyd | strains of speech and laughter rising like a phoenix
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Friendship", one of four possible endings for Eurydice.  To
Floyd | discover another, have you tried looking for Celine in the hospital?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Jacqueline says, "Well, it's like those CYOAs that on the first page say, 'If you say, "Yes! I like drinking foaming, glowing liquid from a stranger's cup made from a bull's horn!" turn to page 72. If you instead decide that really, you hate adventuring... and besides, you have homework to do, turn to page 2.'"
Zach says (to Floyd), "cf11"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "Heh."
Zach says, ""Friendship" doesn't sound like a terrible ending though."
maga says, "the choice is meaningful, just not meaningful as a choice"
Doug asks, "I guess that choice was supposed to represent choosing to be satisfied with the friends we have rather than trying to bring back the dead?"
Zach asks, "Maybe not trying to bring her back meant we found friendship with the others?"
Zach says, "Yeah. Trying to bring someone back from the dead isn't really the healthiest thing."
DavidW says, "anyway, talk to doctor, no."
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Yes?" The Doctor's voice is not quite impatient, but the clipped
Floyd | quality of it suggests it very soon will be.  "You know I cannot
Floyd | accede to your ..." He stops abruptly, as if searching for a word, and
Floyd | settles finally on "...request".  I suggest you let me send you home,
Floyd | where you belong."
Zach says (to Floyd), "no"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      186
Floyd |
Floyd | > NO
Floyd |
Floyd | At your refusal, the Doctor frowns.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      187
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Before you can speak again, the Doctor forestalls you.  "I'm afraid
Floyd | you will not change my mind with tragic looks or eloquent words.  I
Floyd | have seen and heard them all a hundred throusand million times
Floyd | before."  You wonder, briefly, whether you are supposed to challenge
Floyd | him to a game of chess or, possibly riddles.  "I cannot be tricked,"
Floyd | he says, as if in answer.  "Nor changed.  It is not my nature."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "haha 'throusand'. I like it"
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      188
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | "Your insistence is as wearisome as it is predictable," comments the
Floyd | Doctor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      189
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | Time seems to unravel around you like the fraying threads of a
Floyd | tapestry as you lift the lyre into your arms.  The Doctor is on his on
Floyd | his feet, his face pale with fury and his eyes ablaze, but it's too
Floyd | late to stop you.  Music fills the air like cherry blossom, sweetly
Floyd | drifting, falling like fleeting kisses upon the senses and fading as
Floyd | swiftly as a summer evening.   For a moment, the Doctor is tranfixed,
Floyd | his face naked in pain and sorrow, and then his cold hands are
Floyd | wrenching the lyre from your grasp.  The notes shatter into rainbows
Floyd | of refracted light and then they're gone.  There is a vicious crack,
Floyd | like a bone breaking, and the Doctor flings the pieces of the lyre to
Floyd | the floor.  In seconds nothing remains of the lyre but a sprinkling of
Floyd | dust the colour of old blood.  "Take her then," he cries, "take her
Floyd | and may damnation have you both.  You'll find Celine in the gardens
Floyd | beyond the Sun Room.  Take her with you, as you wish, but remember:
Floyd | don't turn around, or she's mine forever.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "didn't expect that to work."
DavidW says, "hm. Wondered how that would work."
Zach says, "Woah"
Doug says, "shame about the lyre"
DavidW says, "It wasn't what I did."
Jacqueline says, "..."
Zach says, "I wonder if one of the 4 endings was saying no to the ferryman? Or if that was just the Friendship ending again."
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          190
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Zach), "maybe"
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              191
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | A young-ish, not entirely unpretty woman, who steals from the other
Floyd | inmates and has no visitors, is staring blankly out of a window at the
Floyd | shadow-sloshed world outside.  She turns, smiles hopefully and shyly
Floyd | at you and then flees.  You try to feel more kindness towards her but
Floyd | she pilfered Celine's favourite perfume.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             192
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | Now you notice a set of doors at the back of the room have been flung
Floyd | wide open, drawing you like a beckoning finger, west, towards the
Floyd | shadow-smothered gardens.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x bed"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             192
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BED
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    193
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    194
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is beautiful but not today.  The monochrome palette of the
Floyd | Warneford has wrung her out.  Her clothes are too black, her skin is
Floyd | too pale, her eyes too dark.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    195
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine smiles to see you, convincing gladness, desperate eyes.  You
Floyd | exchange the usual greetings, the usual enquiries, and, as ever, she
Floyd | thanks you for coming to see her, as if it is a kind and wonderful
Floyd | thing and not a terrible strain for both of you.  You tell her silly
Floyd | stories of the colour of the October leaves and how much you're
Floyd | looking forward to the blossom trees.  She listens, and laughs, and
Floyd | pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "hm, should have tried to talk to young-ish woman"
Zach says, "I assumed that was the nurse that opened the door"
DavidW says, "no, it's someone else."
Doug says, "oh, nevermind, she fled"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    196
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is not feeling so good and will only tell you so if you press
Floyd | her.  She has - quite literally - forgotten the way home, along with
Floyd | everything she learned on her art history course last term.  She has
Floyd | forgotten the tombstone cake you made for Jess's birthday.  She has
Floyd | forgotten Rick's parents are dead.  She has forgotten the entirety of
Floyd | Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  It'll come back, you tell her, don't worry,
Floyd | and anyway we can watch it all over again - think how much fun that'll
Floyd | be.  She listens, and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline asks, "Omg. She's even forgotten Buffy?"
Zach says, "Heh, I was going to make a Buffy joke about trying to bring back the dead"
Jacqueline says, "Now I really am thinking maga wrote this."
Doug asks, "so how do we get her to follow us?"
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    197
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline exclaims, "We can lure her will pills!"
Jacqueline says, "Kidding again."
maga says (to Jacq), "I would never advocate punting from the Oxford end"
Zach says (to Floyd), "give coat to Celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    198
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COAT TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I suppose >TAKE CELINE, or just head back and assume she's following."
Zach says, "So much for trying to be a gentleman"
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    199
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine tells you her secrets, the ones she hasn't forgotten, the ones
Floyd | you wish she could forget, the ones she has forgotten you already
Floyd | know.  You try to make it okay with your words.  And Celine listens,
Floyd | and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    200
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You are determined not to leave this place this time without Celine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "kiss celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    201
Floyd |
Floyd | > KISS CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Keep your mind on the game.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "celine, go east"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    202
Floyd |
Floyd | > CELINE, GO EAST
Floyd |
Floyd | (To communicate in Eurydice, TALK TO a character.)
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to maga), "But it seems more stable."
Jacqueline says, "Easier to navigate."
Doug says (to Floyd), "clubf take celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    202
Floyd |
Floyd | > CLUBF TAKE CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), " take celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    203
Floyd |
Floyd | >  TAKE CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | I don't suppose Celine would care for that.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give pills to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    204
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PILLS TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "But I know this is heresy to you."
DavidW says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    205
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Suddenly you remember.  It's time to go home.  "Will you follow me?"
Floyd | you ask, and Celine nods.  She seems only a little afraid.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
maga says, "from behind and on top: that has always been the Cambridge way"
Jacqueline says, "snrk"
Zach says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    206
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "sit"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    206
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT
Floyd |
Floyd | What do you want to sit on?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "sit"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    206
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT
Floyd |
Floyd | What do you want to sit on?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "sit on bench"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    207
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT ON BENCH
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not something you can sit down on.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "sit on celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    208
Floyd |
Floyd | > SIT ON CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not something you can sit down on.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "sorry"
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    209
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | "You will follow me, won't you?" you say again and Celine assures you
Floyd | she will.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "fourth time's a charm!"
DavidW says, "so was third"
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             210
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | As you enter the sunroom from the gardens, your own footsteps sound on
Floyd | the floor but you hear no others.  Perhaps Celine has not followed as
Floyd | promised she would.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oh, sorry, missed that"
DavidW says, "remember, no turning around!"
Zach asks, "Want to see what happens if we do?"
Doug says, "that was the fourth time (and fifth time)"
Jacqueline asks, "Did the instructions imply that 'double back' (tsd, too) would work if needed?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "SAVE"
Zach says (to Floyd), "cf12"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             210
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Jacqueline), "That it would also count as turning around, yes."
Zach says (to Floyd), "turn around"
Floyd ]  Marlborough Road Again                               211
Floyd |
Floyd | > TURN AROUND
Floyd |
Floyd | You are assailed by the sudden certainty that Celine has not followed
Floyd | you and that you are alone, going home without her, that the Doctor
Floyd | and everyone else in this terrible place have taken you for a fool.
Floyd | You whirl round, ready to re-trace your steps, to find her again and
Floyd | save her, to drag her out of here if you have to.  Your heart lurches.
Floyd | Dizziness sweeps over you.  The Warneford is dissolves around you like
Floyd | damp sugar.  You feel as though you're about to faint, and the last
Floyd | thing you see before you lose track of everything is Celine,
Floyd | wide-eyed, standing behind you.
Floyd |
Floyd | Marlborough Road Again
Floyd | Marlborough Road is greyish in the dawn.  It seems you have been
Floyd | wandering all night long.  You are tired and cold, but this knowledge
Floyd | beats only half-heartedly against your mind.  The world is a formless
Floyd | shadow around you and the door to the house stands before you, waiting
Floyd | for you to open it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "did we ever go south from the entrance?"
DavidW says (to Doug), "no"
Zach says, "No, I was wondering about that"
Doug says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  Marlborough Road Again                               211
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | The brass handle is chill beneath your already chilled hands, but even
Floyd | that is not enough to rouse you.  You shove open the door and step
Floyd | into the waiting silence
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis. ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Failure", one of four possible endings for Eurydice.  To
Floyd | discover another, perhaps you should be more careful not to turn
Floyd | around or double back on yourself when Celine is following you.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug says, "two down"
Zach asks, "I guess trying the south room would count as doubling back now?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore cf12"
Floyd ]  Marlborough Road Again                               211
Floyd |
Floyd | > RESTORE CF12
Floyd |
Floyd | Please give one of the answers above.
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf12"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             210
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              211
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | You strain to hear even the slightest hint of movement but there is
Floyd | nothing, nothing at all.  Perhaps you have been tricked.  Yes, that
Floyd | seems very likely.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "btw, 'push restore' should also work."
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              212
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | Regardless of trickery, you cannot see any advantage in going to the
Floyd | women's corridor at the moment.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "we can try that later from an earlier save I guess"
Zach asks, "Yeah. Want to do that, or finish with this ending first?"
Doug says, "let's keep going"
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              213
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You look around for the nurse but then notice that the door seems to
Floyd | be standing very slightly ajar.  You seize the opportunity and slip
Floyd | through
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only thing that follows you now, it seems, is silence.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  214
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       215
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford exit
Floyd | Here on the Warneford lawn again you can see a streak of lightness at
Floyd | the eastern edge of the sky.  Behind you, a smear of gold and grey, is
Floyd | the Warneford.  Before you, to the northwest, the wrought iron gates,
Floyd | as tall as thistles to a child, inevitably sealed.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       216
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't, the gates bar your way, as insurmountable as death itself.
Floyd | All you can do now is turn around.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "well dang"
DavidW says (to Floyd), "open gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       217
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | You throw yourself at the gates but you know even as you do that
Floyd | there will be no opening them. The metal tears at the skin of your
Floyd | hands and you send a chorus of clattering to the silent sky.  They are
Floyd | securely sealed and there is no forcing them.  You can't go back, you
Floyd | can't go through them.  It's time to turn around.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "search gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       218
Floyd |
Floyd | > SEARCH GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | You find nothing of interest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       219
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | They look exactly the same as they did before, but they're sealed
Floyd | shut, barred and implaccable.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says (to Floyd), "climb gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       220
Floyd |
Floyd | > CLIMB GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | I don't think much is to be achieved by that.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "placc gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       220
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLACC GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "knock"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       220
Floyd |
Floyd | > KNOCK
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Doug), "I think you mean placate"
Doug says, "placcate :)"
Zach says (to Floyd), "turn around"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       221
Floyd |
Floyd | > TURN AROUND
Floyd |
Floyd | You turn around slowly, as you know you inevitably must.  Celine is
Floyd | standing behind you, smiling.  The rising sun gleams upon her hair and
Floyd | in her eyes, her cheeks flushed with the first light of dawn.  The
Floyd | grass at her feet is a carpet of flowers and as you rush into her
Floyd | opening arms you find yourself clutching at nothing but a flurry of
Floyd | petals the colour of her lipstick.
Floyd |
Floyd | And Back Again
Floyd | Marlborough Road looks exactly as it did when you left it, except it
Floyd | is greyish in the dawn.  It seems you have been wandering all night
Floyd | long.  Your house is dark and quiet behind its curtained windows, as
Floyd | if it has closed its eyes.  The world waits at your back, the front
Floyd | door lies ahead, waiting for you to open it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "ok, turn around I guess"
Zach says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       221
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | As you reach out to the door handle, a flash of colour catches your
Floyd | eye.  There is a flower petal stuck to your palm.  Shaken free by your
Floyd | movement, it drifts to the ground, gleaming briefly in the gloom. The
Floyd | door swings open and you step inside, into neither emptiness nor cold,
Floyd | and your hand warm as if someone holds it still.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Flowers", one four possible endings of Eurydice.  To discover
Floyd | another, have you tried playing the lyre more?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug says, "hm"
DavidW asks, "Do all the endings have names beginning with F? Friendship, Failure, Flowers, ...?"
Jacqueline asks, "Our smashed lyre?"
Doug asks, "I guess that represents... a satisfying reminiscence, that lets us move on with life?"
Jacqueline says, "An homage to Zork II..."
Jacqueline says, "(Again, kidding.)"
Doug says, "I guess we'll need to play the lyre before the doctor"
Zach asks (of DavidW), "You said you got an ending without playing the lyre to the doctor?"
Doug says, "we haven't used the pills yet either."
DavidW says, "I saw the Flowers ending, but I didn't play the lyre for the doctor."
DavidW says, "And I never had the pills either."
maga says, "pretty much every puzzle has a non-lyre solution"
Zach asks, "Ah. We could have given the dog pills?"
Zach asks, "Could we have played the lyre to our friends? To the snake?"
DavidW says, "I probably shouldn't explain what I did until you've at least seen the south part of the hospital."
Zach asks, "Could we have started an emo-folk band?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Zach says (to Floyd), "cf11"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          186
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              187
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | You  hear footsteps behind you, slapping like wet fish against the
Floyd | grey hospital floor.  You freeze and half-turn but then they recede.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     188
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        189
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine's Room
Floyd | The memories of past visits rise up to gnaw at you like wolves.  You
Floyd | see Celine, sitting on the bed, the colour washed out of her by her
Floyd | surroundings, her knees pulled up to her chin.  Jess is there beside
Floyd | her, back to the wall, feet dangling off the end of the bed.  You'd
Floyd | snuck in and you're kneeling on the floor, elbows folded on the
Floyd | coverlet.  You're probably pretty damn uncomfortable.  Spread out
Floyd | between you are brightly coloured cards. You're playing Once Upon A
Floyd | Time, a game for telling fairytales.  "Are you sure I used to like
Floyd | this?" Celine is asking.  "Yes," you say, "it's one of your
Floyd | favourites."  "You used to win all the time," Jess adds.  Celine
Floyd | laughs, uncertain.  "That doesn't seem very likely," she says.  "It'll
Floyd | come back," you say, half-reassuring, half-pleading.  Except it, of
Floyd | course, doesn't.  None of it does.
Floyd |
Floyd | A small, perfectly square, yellow-painted room, probably identical to
Floyd | all the others on this corridor.  The carpet is a greyish-blue, only
Floyd | slightly stained.  There is a pine-coloured wardrobe and bedside
Floyd | table, a single bed and a chair.  There are signs of occupation - the
Floyd | black cardigan hanging on the back of the chair, books and a radio on
Floyd | the bedside table - but it's not the kind of room you can personalise.
Floyd | It is a transitory space.  Above the bed, the wall is splashed with a
Floyd | grid of cards and postcards, twenty or thirty of them maybe, pinned up
Floyd | there as bright as butterfly wings.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can see the Women's Corridor through the door to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | On the narrow strip of a windowsill is a houseplant, another daub of
Floyd | colour.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "oh, so we're not female?"
maga says, "yeah, I was surprised by that, too"
maga says, "up until that point I'd been reading the PC as very intentionall gender-ambiguous"
maga says, "er, intentionally"
Zach says, "I kind of thought we had a thing for Celine"
Doug says, "Rick called us "m'dear', but I guess that's just English and not feminine"
Doug says, "and yeah, when the game started I assumed we were Celine's boyfriend. probably my own gender bias though"
Zach says, "Because when we looked at John we thought of seeing them together."
maga says (to Doug), "well, campy English, but that's right for the milieu"
Zach says, "And I thought the PC might have been jealous"
Zach says, "I think there was a mention of Celine when we entered John's room"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x cards"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        190
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CARDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You open a couple of the cards at random.  Your own handwriting greets
Floyd | you.  All the cheerful, loving, desperate, tender, thoughtful, silly,
Floyd | downright banal words you sent, as if they could make a difference.  A
Floyd | card for every day that passed.  But not enough.  How could they be?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "my guess was that John was Celine's ex"
Jacqueline says, "I thought we were female and had a thing for her, and that possibly she was once with John,."
Jacqueline says, "Timing."
maga says, "it's boho studentland: everybody is bisexual and screwing everybody else"
Zach says (to Floyd), "x plant"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        191
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PLANT
Floyd |
Floyd | This is Sylvia (after Sylvia Plath who also, we know, went mad), an
Floyd | Anthurium with dark red flowers, all Georgia o'Keefe.  It was a gift
Floyd | you nearly weren't permitted to give because of the toxic leaves.  "No
Floyd | committing suicide by eating Sylvia," you said, pretending to
Floyd | admonish.  And how Celine had laughed.  "I promise not to kill myself
Floyd | by eating an anthurium," she said with mock solemnitude, knowing at
Floyd | least ten better ways to do it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x cardigan"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        192
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CARDIGAN
Floyd |
Floyd | An ankle-length black wool cardigan, thick and soft, the sort of
Floyd | garment you could curl up inside and feel comforted.  You think it was
Floyd | a present from John.  The smell of the Warneford and cigarette smoke
Floyd | clings to it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x radio"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        193
Floyd |
Floyd | > X RADIO
Floyd |
Floyd | You thought it might help her pass the difficult, interminable hours.
Floyd | It didn't.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "open wardrobe"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        193
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN WARDROBE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "hey, I have that game (Once Upon a Time)"
Jacqueline says, "I also have this odd sensation that, while the author lives in the UK, they may not be from the UK."
Zach says (to Floyd), "take cardigan"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        194
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE CARDIGAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You don't want the cardigan.  When her parents came to take everything
Floyd | that was left of her, you told yourself that people were not their
Floyd | things.  You have to keep believing that because otherwise you'll have
Floyd | nothing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        195
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get plant"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        196
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET PLANT
Floyd |
Floyd | Taken.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        197
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine's Room
Floyd | A small, perfectly square, yellow-painted room, probably identical to
Floyd | all the others on this corridor.  The carpet is a greyish-blue, only
Floyd | slightly stained.  There is a pine-coloured wardrobe and bedside
Floyd | table, a single bed and a chair.  There are signs of occupation - the
Floyd | black cardigan hanging on the back of the chair, books and a radio on
Floyd | the bedside table - but it's not the kind of room you can personalise.
Floyd | It is a transitory space.  Above the bed, the wall is splashed with a
Floyd | grid of cards and postcards, twenty, thirty, forty of them maybe,
Floyd | pinned up there as bright as butterfly wings.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can see the Women's Corridor through the door to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x books"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        197
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOOKS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x cards"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        198
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CARDS
Floyd |
Floyd | You open a couple of the cards at random.  Your own handwriting greets
Floyd | you.  All the cheerful, loving, desperate, tender, thoughtful, silly,
Floyd | downright banal words you sent, as if they could make a difference.  A
Floyd | card for every day that passed.  But not enough.  How could they be?
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "eat plant"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        199
Floyd |
Floyd | > EAT PLANT
Floyd |
Floyd | That's plainly inedible.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "please, please, don't eat the daisies,"
Zach asks, "I guess we can give the plant to Celine?"
Doug says, "sure"
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     200
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              201
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | An inmate, a sallow-complexioned, heavy-set man, pauses in the act of
Floyd | taking a book from the bookshelf.  "Cunt, you fucking cunt," he says,
Floyd | quite distinctly, as he walks away from you, the book stuffed under
Floyd | his arm.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             202
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | There is a woman curled up on one of the wicker chairs, looking away
Floyd | from you, out over the shadowed grounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             203
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | All the doors and windows are locked up tight, there's no way out.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              204
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | A man shuffles past you down the grey corridor.  He is tall and
Floyd | overweight, and he looks wrong.  It is something in the way the weight
Floyd | is distributed, distending his hair-speckled belly so that it hangs
Floyd | below his T-shirt, swaying slightly as if something is actually inside
Floyd | it.  An alien baby perhaps.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             203
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "x woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             204
Floyd |
Floyd | > X WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | She seems to be at the unforgiving end of the spectrum of middle-age,
Floyd | her face worn and withered by the cold glare of the moon.  Shadows
Floyd | emphasise the gauntness of her cheeks and define in cruel charcoal the
Floyd | lines that radiate from her eyes.  Her coarse, ash blonde hair falls
Floyd | straight to her waist and hangs like dead weight.  Garlands of
Floyd | withered flowers give her the air of an aging hippie.  Under your
Floyd | scrutiny, she turns her head in your direction and smiles and you feel
Floyd | a fleeting trace of warmth.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             205
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Hesitantly you offer a polite greeting and are relieved when the woman
Floyd | turns away from the window and smiles at you in return.  If she is an
Floyd | inmate she is, at least, not antisocially mad.  "Hello," she says, "I
Floyd | can see that you're a visitor."  Her voice is as deep and rich as
Floyd | freshly turned earth.  You think of honey-drunk bees and heavy, golden
Floyd | days.  "So am I," she says.  "At least, I think I am.  It's sometimes
Floyd | so hard to tell."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             206
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | She turns away from you again towards the windows.  "I wish I could
Floyd | make something flourish here," she says.  "I can sometimes make things
Floyd | grow but it's not the same."  She strokes a hand absently through the
Floyd | brittle strands of her hair. "I miss the colours of things.   It all
Floyd | fades so quickly.  What's your favourite colour," she asks, suddenly,
Floyd | with a glance in your direction.  You tell her and she smiles again.
Floyd | "Of course it is," she says.  "Mine is green."  Same as Celine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             207
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | She is plucking at her skirt.  As the fabric moves you realise it
Floyd | isn't grey, as you first thought, but a pale green, all but washed
Floyd | out.  "I'm truly sorry about your friend," she says.  And there must
Floyd | be a look on your face that makes her add: "That is why you're here,
Floyd | isn't it?"  Her voice is gentle and her eyes are pale and sad in the
Floyd | moonlight.  "You know you shouldn't have come.  She can't leave with
Floyd | you."  She is silent a moment.  When she continues speaking the
Floyd | reassurance in her voice is as warm as sunlight against your skin.
Floyd | "Of course you'll miss her.  It will never be easy but it will be
Floyd | easier than this.  And one day you'll stop and be surprised at just
Floyd | how easy it is.  Then I'm afraid you'll feel guilty but that, too,
Floyd | will pass.  As it should."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             208
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman smiles reassuringly at you and her regard travels across
Floyd | your skin, leaving a glissando of fading warmth in its wake.  Then she
Floyd | turns away and casts her gaze out of the window again, moonlight
Floyd | etching the lines on her face.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Beautiful."
Zach says, "Yeah"
Zach says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             209
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | There is a woman curled up on one of the wicker chairs, looking away
Floyd | from you, out over the shadowed grounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              210
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | One of Celine's few friends (one to whom you have lost endless games
Floyd | of Scrabble) passes you with a nod and a greeting.  "I'm very much
Floyd | looking forward to the coping with psychosis workshop tomorrow," he
Floyd | comments, with a look so wry and self-knowing you cannot help but
Floyd | laugh.  He waves and vanishes into his room.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          211
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      212
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | This is a typical Doctor's office.  It has a clinical air, but no more
Floyd | than you would expect.  It is really very neat in here.  The walls are
Floyd | hung with what look to be modern art prints, all in identical frames,
Floyd | imprisoned behind glass.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is sitting behind the desk, his elbows resting atop it and
Floyd | his chin upon the platform provided by his interlocked fingers.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door to the south leads back to the dining hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      212
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Yes?" The Doctor's voice is not quite impatient, but the clipped
Floyd | quality of it suggests it very soon will be.  "You know I cannot
Floyd | accede to your ..." He stops abruptly, as if searching for a word, and
Floyd | settles finally on "...request".  I suggest you let me send you home,
Floyd | where you belong."
Zach says (to Floyd), "no"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      213
Floyd |
Floyd | > NO
Floyd |
Floyd | At your refusal, the Doctor frowns.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "give plant to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      214
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PLANT TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Hades doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I suppose I'm not allowed to say what ought to be done next."
Doug says, "the doctor's name is Hades? I missed that"
Doug says (to Floyd), "show pills to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      215
Floyd |
Floyd | > SHOW PILLS TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Hades is unimpressed.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "Hades' name wasn't mentioned until that default message used it."
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      216
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Before you can speak again, the Doctor forestalls you.  "I'm afraid
Floyd | you will not change my mind with tragic looks or eloquent words.  I
Floyd | have seen and heard them all a hundred throusand million times
Floyd | before."  You wonder, briefly, whether you are supposed to challenge
Floyd | him to a game of chess or, possibly riddles.  "I cannot be tricked,"
Floyd | he says, as if in answer.  "Nor changed.  It is not my nature."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      217
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Your insistence is as wearisome as it is predictable," comments the
Floyd | Doctor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      218
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | "Your insistence is as wearisome as it is predictable," comments the
Floyd | Doctor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says, "..DavidW"
Zach says (to DavidW), "Yeah"
Doug asks, "so is the deal that Celine doesn't actually show up until we persuade the doctor?"
Jacqueline says, "I, personally speaking, am fine with the other endings just being revealed. I'm working on transcripts and just enjoying the show as it scrolls by at this point."
Zach says, "Me too"
DavidW says (to Doug), "More or less, yes."
maga says, "but there is more than one way to accomplish this"
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      219
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | Violence isn't the answer to this one.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      220
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | This is a typical Doctor's office.  It has a clinical air, but no more
Floyd | than you would expect.  It is really very neat in here.  The walls are
Floyd | hung with what look to be modern art prints, all in identical frames,
Floyd | imprisoned behind glass.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is sitting behind the desk, his elbows resting atop it and
Floyd | his chin upon the platform provided by his interlocked fingers.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door to the south leads back to the dining hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x prints"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      221
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PRINTS
Floyd |
Floyd | You look at each of the paintings in turn.  They are placed a precise
Floyd | intervals along the grey wall.  Each print has the name of the piece
Floyd | and the artist printed along the bottom.  First, there is a Rothko,
Floyd | Blue, Green, and Brown.  Then IKB 73.  And finally Composition in Red,
Floyd | Blue, and Yellow.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x ikb"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      221
Floyd |
Floyd | > X IKB
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x ikb 73"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      221
Floyd |
Floyd | > X IKB 73
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "I was so sure those colours were a code sequence to unlock something else."
Doug says, "heh"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x desk"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      222
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DESK
Floyd |
Floyd | A desk purchased for utility rather than aesthetics.  Currently it
Floyd | bears the darkened screen of a computer, and several precise stacks of
Floyd | papers, each held down by a identical glass paperweight.  There is
Floyd | also a Newton's Cradle in stainless steel, ironic and incongruous.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x cradle"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      223
Floyd |
Floyd | > X CRADLE
Floyd |
Floyd | The balls sway, eerily silent even when they collide, back and forth,
Floyd | back and forth in perpetual motion.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get it"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      224
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET IT
Floyd |
Floyd | You itch to fiddle with the toy but beneath the cold gaze of the
Floyd | Doctor you dare not touch it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get paperweight"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      224
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET PAPERWEIGHT
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x papers"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      224
Floyd |
Floyd | > X PAPERS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x computer"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      224
Floyd |
Floyd | > X COMPUTER
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "hm. I forgot to examine the desk. Sloppy of me."
Doug asks, "perhaps we have to do something somewhere else that will cause the doctor to leave so we can play with the toy?"
Doug says, "or, just play the lyre for other people"
DavidW says, "tell him we wrapped his Lexus around a tree."
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          225
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          226
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x door"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          226
Floyd |
Floyd | > X DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "I'm confused, where is the door to the television room?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "x television"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          226
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TELEVISION
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x television room"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          226
Floyd |
Floyd | > X TELEVISION ROOM
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "It would have to be west, but it's not implemented."
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              227
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | A young-ish, not entirely unpretty woman, who steals from the other
Floyd | inmates and has no visitors, is staring blankly out of a window at the
Floyd | shadow-sloshed world outside.  She turns, smiles hopefully and shyly
Floyd | at you and then flees.  You try to feel more kindness towards her but
Floyd | she pilfered Celine's favourite perfume.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             228
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | There is a woman curled up on one of the wicker chairs, looking away
Floyd | from you, out over the shadowed grounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "There may be a map at the hospital's website."
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             229
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | As you lift the lyre, a strange expression crosses the woman's face.
Floyd | "Please don't do that, dear," she says.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "haha"
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             230
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | A torrent of cherry blossom petals pours from between your fingers as
Floyd | they move across the strings but as even as they spiral to the floor
Floyd | they begin to wither and then they turn to ice and then they shatter
Floyd | where they fall, and each breaking pricks your skin like a wasp sting.
Floyd | And the lyre weeps and so does the woman, and the air all around you
Floyd | grows cold and heavy and blots out everything until there is only
Floyd | silence and the silver traces of disappearing tears and melting ice.
Floyd | Your hands are empty; the lyre is gone.  And the woman is looking at
Floyd | you as if she doesn't like you much.  "My husband.." she says "He
Floyd | doesn't like ... he won't ... you'd better go.  She's waiting for you
Floyd | in the gardens, just through here. I'll open the door for you." She
Floyd | crosses the room and fiddles with the lock.  "Remember the rules," she
Floyd | says, when she is finished.  "Don't look back."  And before you can
Floyd | say any thing else, she hurries from the room.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "okay then."
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             231
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | Now you notice a set of doors at the back of the room have been flung
Floyd | wide open, drawing you like a beckoning finger, west, towards the
Floyd | shadow-smothered gardens.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "still not how I did it."
Zach asks, "Oh, I guess she's what's her name?"
Zach asks, "Persephone?"
DavidW says, "yes."
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    232
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "so is this just going to go to the same ending?"
DavidW says, "Probably."
Zach says (to Floyd), "give plant to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    233
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PLANT TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "so hm, do we think the fourth ending involves playing the lyre for Celine?"
Doug says, "I suppose we can try this and see if it's the same"
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    234
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine smiles to see you, convincing gladness, desperate eyes.  You
Floyd | exchange the usual greetings, the usual enquiries, and, as ever, she
Floyd | thanks you for coming to see her, as if it is a kind and wonderful
Floyd | thing and not a terrible strain for both of you.  You tell her silly
Floyd | stories of the colour of the October leaves and how much you're
Floyd | looking forward to the blossom trees.  She listens, and laughs, and
Floyd | pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    235
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is not feeling so good and will only tell you so if you press
Floyd | her.  She has - quite literally - forgotten the way home, along with
Floyd | everything she learned on her art history course last term.  She has
Floyd | forgotten the tombstone cake you made for Jess's birthday.  She has
Floyd | forgotten Rick's parents are dead.  She has forgotten the entirety of
Floyd | Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  It'll come back, you tell her, don't worry,
Floyd | and anyway we can watch it all over again - think how much fun that'll
Floyd | be.  She listens, and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    236
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine tells you her secrets, the ones she hasn't forgotten, the ones
Floyd | you wish she could forget, the ones she has forgotten you already
Floyd | know.  You try to make it okay with your words.  And Celine listens,
Floyd | and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    237
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Suddenly you remember.  It's time to go home.  "Will you follow me?"
Floyd | you ask, and Celine nods.  She seems only a little afraid.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             238
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | As you enter the sunroom from the gardens, your own footsteps sound on
Floyd | the floor but you hear no others.  Perhaps Celine has not followed as
Floyd | promised she would.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              239
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | You strain to hear even the slightest hint of movement but there is
Floyd | nothing, nothing at all.  Perhaps you have been tricked.  Yes, that
Floyd | seems very likely.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              240
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You look around for the nurse but then notice that the door seems to
Floyd | be standing very slightly ajar.  You seize the opportunity and slip
Floyd | through
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only thing that follows you now, it seems, is silence.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  241
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       242
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford exit
Floyd | Here on the Warneford lawn again you can see a streak of lightness at
Floyd | the eastern edge of the sky.  Behind you, a smear of gold and grey, is
Floyd | the Warneford.  Before you, to the northwest, the wrought iron gates,
Floyd | as tall as thistles to a child, inevitably sealed.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       243
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       244
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't, the gates bar your way, as insurmountable as death itself.
Floyd | All you can do now is turn around.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "turn around"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       245
Floyd |
Floyd | > TURN AROUND
Floyd |
Floyd | You turn around slowly, as you know you inevitably must.  Celine is
Floyd | standing behind you, smiling.  The rising sun gleams upon her hair and
Floyd | in her eyes, her cheeks flushed with the first light of dawn.  The
Floyd | grass at her feet is a carpet of flowers and as you rush into her
Floyd | opening arms you find yourself clutching at nothing but a flurry of
Floyd | petals the colour of her lipstick.
Floyd |
Floyd | And Back Again
Floyd | Marlborough Road looks exactly as it did when you left it, except it
Floyd | is greyish in the dawn.  It seems you have been wandering all night
Floyd | long.  Your house is dark and quiet behind its curtained windows, as
Floyd | if it has closed its eyes.  The world waits at your back, the front
Floyd | door lies ahead, waiting for you to open it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       245
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | As you reach out to the door handle, a flash of colour catches your
Floyd | eye.  There is a flower petal stuck to your palm.  Shaken free by your
Floyd | movement, it drifts to the ground, gleaming briefly in the gloom. The
Floyd | door swings open and you step inside, into neither emptiness nor cold,
Floyd | and your hand warm as if someone holds it still.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Flowers", one four possible endings of Eurydice.  To discover
Floyd | another, have you tried playing the lyre more?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug says, "check."
Doug says (to Floyd), "RESTORE"
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf12"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             210
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "hm, we want 11?"
Zach says, "Yeah, if you want to find the non-lyre solution"
Zach says, "To get to Celine"
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf11"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      186
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          187
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              188
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | Two nurses are standing by the pay phone, talking animatedly about
Floyd | nothing you can catch.  It is strange to hear giggles and whispering,
Floyd | as if this was some kind of ordinary place.  They fall silent as you
Floyd | approach and then disappear into an office.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "did we try giving the pills to Persephone?"
DavidW says, "I don't think so"
Zach says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              189
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "I guess DavidW didn't use the pills"
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     190
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     191
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        192
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine's Room
Floyd | The memories of past visits rise up to gnaw at you like wolves.  You
Floyd | see Celine, sitting on the bed, the colour washed out of her by her
Floyd | surroundings, her knees pulled up to her chin.  Jess is there beside
Floyd | her, back to the wall, feet dangling off the end of the bed.  You'd
Floyd | snuck in and you're kneeling on the floor, elbows folded on the
Floyd | coverlet.  You're probably pretty damn uncomfortable.  Spread out
Floyd | between you are brightly coloured cards. You're playing Once Upon A
Floyd | Time, a game for telling fairytales.  "Are you sure I used to like
Floyd | this?" Celine is asking.  "Yes," you say, "it's one of your
Floyd | favourites."  "You used to win all the time," Jess adds.  Celine
Floyd | laughs, uncertain.  "That doesn't seem very likely," she says.  "It'll
Floyd | come back," you say, half-reassuring, half-pleading.  Except it, of
Floyd | course, doesn't.  None of it does.
Floyd |
Floyd | A small, perfectly square, yellow-painted room, probably identical to
Floyd | all the others on this corridor.  The carpet is a greyish-blue, only
Floyd | slightly stained.  There is a pine-coloured wardrobe and bedside
Floyd | table, a single bed and a chair.  There are signs of occupation - the
Floyd | black cardigan hanging on the back of the chair, books and a radio on
Floyd | the bedside table - but it's not the kind of room you can personalise.
Floyd | It is a transitory space.  Above the bed, the wall is splashed with a
Floyd | grid of cards and postcards, twenty or thirty of them maybe, pinned up
Zach says, "Let's get the plant again"
Floyd | there as bright as butterfly wings.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can see the Women's Corridor through the door to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | On the narrow strip of a windowsill is a houseplant, another daub of
Floyd | colour.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get plant"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        193
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET PLANT
Floyd |
Floyd | Taken.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "no, I never got into John's room, so I never used the pills."
Doug says (to Floyd), "get radio"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        194
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET RADIO
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't really see reason to cart that around with you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x books"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        194
Floyd |
Floyd | > X BOOKS
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        195
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     196
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              197
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | An inmate, a sallow-complexioned, heavy-set man, pauses in the act of
Floyd | taking a book from the bookshelf.  "Cunt, you fucking cunt," he says,
Floyd | quite distinctly, as he walks away from you, the book stuffed under
Floyd | his arm.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             198
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | There is a woman curled up on one of the wicker chairs, looking away
Floyd | from you, out over the shadowed grounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             199
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Hesitantly you offer a polite greeting and are relieved when the woman
Floyd | turns away from the window and smiles at you in return.  If she is an
Floyd | inmate she is, at least, not antisocially mad.  "Hello," she says, "I
Floyd | can see that you're a visitor."  Her voice is as deep and rich as
Floyd | freshly turned earth.  You think of honey-drunk bees and heavy, golden
Floyd | days.  "So am I," she says.  "At least, I think I am.  It's sometimes
Floyd | so hard to tell."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "give pills to woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             200
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PILLS TO WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | Persephone doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "ha"
Doug says (to Floyd), "give plant to woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             200
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PLANT TO WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman seems to light up as you offer her Celine's plant. For a
Floyd | brief moment, a cloud engulfs the moon and you think she might be, or
Floyd | once have been, quite beautiful. But then the moon bursts free and
Floyd | she's just an bare-foot oldish woman draped in dead flowers, clutching
Floyd | a pot plant like it's a priceless thing.  "She's lovely," she says,
Floyd | running a reverent finger over one of the leaves.  "I'll love her, I
Floyd | promise."  There is a brief, awkward pause.  "Oh."  The woman fixes
Floyd | you with her moon-blanched eyes.  "You want something in return, don't
Floyd | you?  Of course you do.  You want something foolish and impossible.
Floyd | You expect me to speak to my husband, don't you?
DavidW says, "yes"
Doug says, "huh."
Doug asks, "did she express interest in plants before?"
DavidW says, "yes"
Doug says, "sorry, missed it"
DavidW | "I wish I could make something flourish here," she says. "I can sometimes make things grow but it's not the same."
Doug says, "ohh right. I almost made a joke about Flourish there too."
Doug says (to Floyd), "no"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           201
Floyd |
Floyd | > NO
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman smiles, but it is tinged with melancholy.  "It's sweet that
Floyd | you're willing to give me something for nothing but that's not the way
Floyd | it works.  Don't worry, I know a way to make it fair.  I'm going to do
Floyd | the best thing anyone could possibly do for you right now.  You're not
Floyd | going to agree with me but you will, in time.  Before you can protest,
Floyd | the woman rises - she is surprisingly tall and graceful - and takes
Floyd | Sylvia from your hands.  "Thank you," she says.  "I don't expect you
Floyd | to thank me for what I'm about to give you but it's going to be all
Floyd | right, my dear, I promise."  She leans in and kisses your lips.  A
Floyd | fleeting taste of honey and then she, and the Warneford, and
Floyd | everything else, fade away.
Floyd |
Floyd | Home Again
Floyd | You are standing on the pavement outside your house.  The street looks
Floyd | exactly as it always looks, except evening has crept fully across the
Floyd | sky during your wanderings and the nascent night is definitely cold.
Floyd | You are conscious, for a second or two, of a vague nagging feeling, as
Floyd | if you have left something behind, but it passes swiftly.  Hinksey
Floyd | Park still lies, like a shadow, to the northwest and the rest of the
Floyd | world awaits in every other direction.  The door to your house stands
Floyd | before you, waiting for you to open it.
Zach says, "And Persephone is the goddess of spring"
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           201
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | The brass handle is as cold as the night air beneath your hand but,
Floyd | for once, the door does not stick. It swings open before you in
Floyd | invitation, spilling a treasury's worth of light over the front path.
Floyd | Warm air rushes out to greet you and, from within, you hear the
Floyd | strains of speech and laughter rising like a phoenix
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Friendship", one of four possible endings for Eurydice.  To
Floyd | discover another, have you tried looking for Celine in the hospital?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug says, "just checking."
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Home Again                                           201
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Home Again
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             200
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "give plant to persephone"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             200
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PLANT TO PERSEPHONE
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman seems to light up as you offer her Celine's plant. For a
Floyd | brief moment, a cloud engulfs the moon and you think she might be, or
Floyd | once have been, quite beautiful. But then the moon bursts free and
Floyd | she's just an bare-foot oldish woman draped in dead flowers, clutching
Floyd | a pot plant like it's a priceless thing.  "She's lovely," she says,
Floyd | running a reverent finger over one of the leaves.  "I'll love her, I
Floyd | promise."  There is a brief, awkward pause.  "Oh."  The woman fixes
Floyd | you with her moon-blanched eyes.  "You want something in return, don't
Floyd | you?  Of course you do.  You want something foolish and impossible.
Floyd | You expect me to speak to my husband, don't you?
Doug says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      201
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman holds out her hand to you and, after a moment's hesitation
Floyd | you take it.  It is a strong, weathered, rather unladylike hand.  With
Floyd | Celine's plant still cradled in her other arm she leads you on her
Floyd | soundless feet through the grey corridors of the Warneford until you
Floyd | come to the Doctor's office.
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | As soon as you enter his office, the Doctor's attention flies to the
Floyd | woman with you.  "Is there something I can do for you?" he asks.
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman meets his ardent gaze with disinterest.  "There's something
Floyd | you can do for my friend here," she says.  "And don't give me the
Floyd | usual rubbish about the rules, I know just how flexible your rules can
Floyd | be."
Floyd |
Floyd | "That was an isolated incident," he replies, flushing. He seems to
Floyd | have forgotten you're standing there, because he blurts out his next
Floyd | words with a terrible, naked earnestness: "I know I have wronged you
Floyd | but I cannot ... that is ... I need ... " His hand moves compulsively
Floyd | to his heart as if he means to pluck it out and offer it to her, but
Floyd | she glares him back to silence.  Finally, he says, with something of
Floyd | his customary coldness: "I would do anything to assure your comfort
Floyd | while you're here with me."
Floyd |
Floyd | She thrusts the plant into his face.  "Then I want this," she says.
Floyd |
Floyd | "I offer you my kingdom and all you want is a weed?"
Floyd |
Floyd |  She shrugs.  "You'll never understand."
Floyd |
Floyd | "Very well," says the Doctor, finally.  "Since you ask it of me."  He
Floyd | turns on you, contempt scored across his face. "You'll find Celine in
Floyd | the gardens beyond the Sun Room.  Take her with you, as you wish, but
Floyd | don't look back or she's mine forever."  And that seems to be the
Floyd | mattered settled.
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman, still cradling the houseplant drifts out.  She does not
Floyd | look at you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      202
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          203
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              204
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | A young-ish, not entirely unpretty woman, who steals from the other
Floyd | inmates and has no visitors, is staring blankly out of a window at the
Floyd | shadow-sloshed world outside.  She turns, smiles hopefully and shyly
Floyd | at you and then flees.  You try to feel more kindness towards her but
Floyd | she pilfered Celine's favourite perfume.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             205
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | Now you notice a set of doors at the back of the room have been flung
Floyd | wide open, drawing you like a beckoning finger, west, towards the
Floyd | shadow-smothered gardens.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    206
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    207
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine smiles to see you, convincing gladness, desperate eyes.  You
Floyd | exchange the usual greetings, the usual enquiries, and, as ever, she
Floyd | thanks you for coming to see her, as if it is a kind and wonderful
Floyd | thing and not a terrible strain for both of you.  You tell her silly
Floyd | stories of the colour of the October leaves and how much you're
Floyd | looking forward to the blossom trees.  She listens, and laughs, and
Floyd | pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    208
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "uhh"
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    209
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    210
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is not feeling so good and will only tell you so if you press
Floyd | her.  She has - quite literally - forgotten the way home, along with
Floyd | everything she learned on her art history course last term.  She has
Floyd | forgotten the tombstone cake you made for Jess's birthday.  She has
Floyd | forgotten Rick's parents are dead.  She has forgotten the entirety of
Floyd | Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  It'll come back, you tell her, don't worry,
Floyd | and anyway we can watch it all over again - think how much fun that'll
Floyd | be.  She listens, and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "and again"
Doug says, "seemed like a bug though"
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    211
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine tells you her secrets, the ones she hasn't forgotten, the ones
Floyd | you wish she could forget, the ones she has forgotten you already
Floyd | know.  You try to make it okay with your words.  And Celine listens,
Floyd | and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    212
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Suddenly you remember.  It's time to go home.  "Will you follow me?"
Floyd | you ask, and Celine nods.  She seems only a little afraid.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    213
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "hm."
DavidW says, "hm, yeah, that does seem like a bug."
Zach says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    214
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "but anyway, I'm hoping the lyre works at the gates."
Doug says, "oh"
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             215
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
DavidW says, "I never got the lyre to the gates."
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | As you enter the sunroom from the gardens, your own footsteps sound on
Floyd | the floor but you hear no others.  Perhaps Celine has not followed as
Floyd | promised she would.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              216
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | You strain to hear even the slightest hint of movement but there is
Floyd | nothing, nothing at all.  Perhaps you have been tricked.  Yes, that
Floyd | seems very likely.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              217
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You look around for the nurse but then notice that the door seems to
Floyd | be standing very slightly ajar.  You seize the opportunity and slip
Floyd | through
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only thing that follows you now, it seems, is silence.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  218
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       219
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford exit
Floyd | Here on the Warneford lawn again you can see a streak of lightness at
Floyd | the eastern edge of the sky.  Behind you, a smear of gold and grey, is
Floyd | the Warneford.  Before you, to the northwest, the wrought iron gates,
Floyd | as tall as thistles to a child, inevitably sealed.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       220
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't, the gates bar your way, as insurmountable as death itself.
Floyd | All you can do now is turn around.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       221
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "hmph."
DavidW says, "I never played the lyre for the ferryman or the nurse."
DavidW says, "hmph. Lyre isn't for the gates then."
Doug says (to Floyd), "eat pills"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       222
Floyd |
Floyd | > EAT PILLS
Floyd |
Floyd | While imitation may be thought to be the sincerest form of flattery,
Floyd | you should probably not start randomly taking someone else's
Floyd | medication.  It didn't do much good for Celine, after all.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x gate"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       222
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GATE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       223
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | They look exactly the same as they did before, but they're sealed
Floyd | shut, barred and implaccable.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW asks, "Wonder if there's another, less obvious route out?"
Zach says, "I wonder what the pills are for? If anything."
Doug says, "sorry, should have saved"
DavidW asks, "I dunno. The dog?"
Zach says, "Oh right."
Doug says (to Floyd), "turn around"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       224
Floyd |
Floyd | > TURN AROUND
Floyd |
Floyd | You turn around slowly, as you know you inevitably must.  Celine is
Floyd | standing behind you, smiling.  The rising sun gleams upon her hair and
Floyd | in her eyes, her cheeks flushed with the first light of dawn.  The
Floyd | grass at her feet is a carpet of flowers and as you rush into her
Floyd | opening arms you find yourself clutching at nothing but a flurry of
Floyd | petals the colour of her lipstick.
Floyd |
Floyd | And Back Again
Floyd | Marlborough Road looks exactly as it did when you left it, except it
Floyd | is greyish in the dawn.  It seems you have been wandering all night
Floyd | long.  Your house is dark and quiet behind its curtained windows, as
Floyd | if it has closed its eyes.  The world waits at your back, the front
Floyd | door lies ahead, waiting for you to open it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "so, should we go to an earlier save maybe?"
DavidW asks, "Or play the lyre at the doctor *after* Persephone has interceded for us?"
DavidW asks, "maybe even talk to him after the intercession?"
Doug asks, "Did we have any time then?"
Zach says (to Floyd), "open door"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       224
Floyd |
Floyd | > OPEN DOOR
Floyd |
Floyd | As you reach out to the door handle, a flash of colour catches your
Floyd | eye.  There is a flower petal stuck to your palm.  Shaken free by your
Floyd | movement, it drifts to the ground, gleaming briefly in the gloom. The
Floyd | door swings open and you step inside, into neither emptiness nor cold,
Floyd | and your hand warm as if someone holds it still.
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Flowers", one four possible endings of Eurydice.  To discover
Floyd | another, have you tried playing the lyre more?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       224
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | And Back Again
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Zach says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  And Back Again                                       225
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | The thought of going somewhere else reminds you that you are tired,
Floyd | very very tired.  Too tired to run any more from the empty spaces in
Floyd | your house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oh yeah, they're still in the room after they tell us where Celnie is"
DavidW says, "he is; she leaves"
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf11"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      185
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          186
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              187
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | You  hear footsteps behind you, slapping like wet fish against the
Floyd | grey hospital floor.  You freeze and half-turn but then they recede.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     188
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        189
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine's Room
Floyd | The memories of past visits rise up to gnaw at you like wolves.  You
Floyd | see Celine, sitting on the bed, the colour washed out of her by her
Floyd | surroundings, her knees pulled up to her chin.  Jess is there beside
Floyd | her, back to the wall, feet dangling off the end of the bed.  You'd
Floyd | snuck in and you're kneeling on the floor, elbows folded on the
Floyd | coverlet.  You're probably pretty damn uncomfortable.  Spread out
Floyd | between you are brightly coloured cards. You're playing Once Upon A
Floyd | Time, a game for telling fairytales.  "Are you sure I used to like
Floyd | this?" Celine is asking.  "Yes," you say, "it's one of your
Floyd | favourites."  "You used to win all the time," Jess adds.  Celine
Floyd | laughs, uncertain.  "That doesn't seem very likely," she says.  "It'll
Floyd | come back," you say, half-reassuring, half-pleading.  Except it, of
Floyd | course, doesn't.  None of it does.
Floyd |
Floyd | A small, perfectly square, yellow-painted room, probably identical to
Floyd | all the others on this corridor.  The carpet is a greyish-blue, only
Floyd | slightly stained.  There is a pine-coloured wardrobe and bedside
Floyd | table, a single bed and a chair.  There are signs of occupation - the
Floyd | black cardigan hanging on the back of the chair, books and a radio on
Floyd | the bedside table - but it's not the kind of room you can personalise.
Floyd | It is a transitory space.  Above the bed, the wall is splashed with a
Floyd | grid of cards and postcards, twenty or thirty of them maybe, pinned up
Floyd | there as bright as butterfly wings.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can see the Women's Corridor through the door to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | On the narrow strip of a windowsill is a houseplant, another daub of
Floyd | colour.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get plant"
Floyd ]  Celine's Room                                        190
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET PLANT
Floyd |
Floyd | Taken.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Women's Corridor                                     191
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Women's Corridor
Floyd | The greyness unrolls before you like the tongue of a sick frog.  This
Floyd | sign above your head (this is not an exit) reminds you that it's women
Floyd | only past this point, but who is going to see you at this time of
Floyd | night?
Floyd |
Floyd | Identical doors, all closed but for the one that stands slightly ajar
Floyd | to the west, line the corridor.  Going north will return you to the
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              192
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | Two nurses are standing by the pay phone, talking animatedly about
Floyd | nothing you can catch.  It is strange to hear giggles and whispering,
Floyd | as if this was some kind of ordinary place.  They fall silent as you
Floyd | approach and then disappear into an office.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             193
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | There is a woman curled up on one of the wicker chairs, looking away
Floyd | from you, out over the shadowed grounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "save"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf13"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             193
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "give plant to woman"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             193
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PLANT TO WOMAN
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman seems to light up as you offer her Celine's plant. For a
Floyd | brief moment, a cloud engulfs the moon and you think she might be, or
Floyd | once have been, quite beautiful. But then the moon bursts free and
Floyd | she's just an bare-foot oldish woman draped in dead flowers, clutching
Floyd | a pot plant like it's a priceless thing.  "She's lovely," she says,
Floyd | running a reverent finger over one of the leaves.  "I'll love her, I
Floyd | promise."  There is a brief, awkward pause.  "Oh."  The woman fixes
Floyd | you with her moon-blanched eyes.  "You want something in return, don't
Floyd | you?  Of course you do.  You want something foolish and impossible.
Floyd | You expect me to speak to my husband, don't you?
Doug says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      194
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman holds out her hand to you and, after a moment's hesitation
Floyd | you take it.  It is a strong, weathered, rather unladylike hand.  With
Floyd | Celine's plant still cradled in her other arm she leads you on her
Floyd | soundless feet through the grey corridors of the Warneford until you
Floyd | come to the Doctor's office.
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | As soon as you enter his office, the Doctor's attention flies to the
Floyd | woman with you.  "Is there something I can do for you?" he asks.
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman meets his ardent gaze with disinterest.  "There's something
Floyd | you can do for my friend here," she says.  "And don't give me the
Floyd | usual rubbish about the rules, I know just how flexible your rules can
Floyd | be."
Floyd |
Floyd | "That was an isolated incident," he replies, flushing. He seems to
Floyd | have forgotten you're standing there, because he blurts out his next
Floyd | words with a terrible, naked earnestness: "I know I have wronged you
Floyd | but I cannot ... that is ... I need ... " His hand moves compulsively
Floyd | to his heart as if he means to pluck it out and offer it to her, but
Floyd | she glares him back to silence.  Finally, he says, with something of
Floyd | his customary coldness: "I would do anything to assure your comfort
Floyd | while you're here with me."
Floyd |
Floyd | She thrusts the plant into his face.  "Then I want this," she says.
Floyd |
Floyd | "I offer you my kingdom and all you want is a weed?"
Floyd |
Floyd |  She shrugs.  "You'll never understand."
Floyd |
Floyd | "Very well," says the Doctor, finally.  "Since you ask it of me."  He
Floyd | turns on you, contempt scored across his face. "You'll find Celine in
Floyd | the gardens beyond the Sun Room.  Take her with you, as you wish, but
Floyd | don't look back or she's mine forever."  And that seems to be the
Floyd | mattered settled.
Floyd |
Floyd | The woman, still cradling the houseplant drifts out.  She does not
Floyd | look at you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      195
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | The strings are silent, absolutely silent, beneath your fingers.  The
Floyd | Doctor, who has dropped his head into his hands, looks up briefly to
Floyd | smile at  you without warmth or mirth.  "Your damage is already done,"
Floyd | he says.  "A small mercy for which, I can, at least be thankful."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "well, that's something, but probably didn't change the ending."
DavidW says (to Floyd), "talk to doctor"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      196
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO DOCTOR
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is ice pale.  "It is not enough that you use my w-wife, my
Floyd | only weakness against me, you also expect me to converse with you?
Floyd | Begone, lest I set my dogs on you."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "take cradle"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      197
Floyd |
Floyd | > TAKE CRADLE
Floyd |
Floyd | You itch to fiddle with the toy but beneath the cold gaze of the
Floyd | Doctor you dare not touch it.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "oh, maybe the fourth ending is Fido Food"
Doug says, "heh"
Doug says, "it did say we should try playing the lyre more, though."
Zach says, "Maybe restart for the 4th ending? If it does require that we play the lyre at everything."
DavidW asks, "Perhaps Persephone can be found elsewhere?"
Doug asks (of maga), "did you get all four endings?"
Jacqueline asks, "Well, can't the lyre be played at the gate?"
Doug says, "nope"
DavidW says (to Jacqueline), "Apparently not."
Jacqueline says, "Oh, I missed that bit."
Jacqueline says, "Darn."
Zach says, "Or it got bugged at that point"
Doug says, "oh right, that was the blank response"
Jacqueline says, "I was hoping all puzzles could be solved by a(n unsmashed) lyre."
Jacqueline says, "Oh - yeah. I did see that."
Jacqueline says, "Darn."
Jacqueline says, "Where you went 'um.'"
Doug asks, "so maybe if we restart we can get to that state again without tripping the bug?"
DavidW says, "The lyre does seem to be otherwise a one-use skeleton key."
Jacqueline says, "Hm, seems unlikely, but not impossible."
Doug says, "well, we used it on the dog"
Doug says, "and then Hades & Persephone both break it"
Jacqueline asks, "Did we ever play it at the pity party?"
DavidW says, "no"
DavidW says, "nor against the snake!"
Doug says, "oh right, playing it for Celine was also the blank response"
DavidW says, "Bet the snake listens to it."
jenrexrode arrives, full of funk, but no fun. Doug says, "ok, just peeked at the hints"
Doug says, "apparently Flowers is the hardest to get to"
maga says, "I think it's meant to be, but it's really not"
Doug says, "yeah, I think I know what we need to do different"
Doug says, "although these hints seem sort of backwards. hm."
Zach asks (of Doug), "Did you see what's needed for the other ending?"
Doug says, "I think so."
Doug asks, "want me to try it?"
Zach says, "Yeah, I'm going to have to go soon."
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf10"
Floyd ]  river                                                155
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  river                                                156
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | The river is a snake of moving darkness.  There is a railway line
Floyd | running parallel on the other side and open fields after that.  There
Floyd | is some kind of flat-bottomed boat by the bank nearest to you, and a
Floyd | tall man, in a long coat, is standing in the bow of the boat.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is behind you to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "give coin to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                156
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COIN TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  river                                                157
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a lyre
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oh right, we did that"
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  river                                                158
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "board boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                158
Floyd |
Floyd | > BOARD BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "enter boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                158
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | As you step towards the boat the Ferryman intercepts you again.
Floyd | "Coming back is harder than going," he says. "Are you sure?"
DavidW asks, "Can we play the lyre for the snake?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           159
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the boat.  There is a space for a single passenger but
Floyd | it is not  exactly luxurious.  You barely have time to sit down upon
Floyd | the damp wooden boards before the ferryman takes his first stroke,
Floyd | propelling the boat forward at an unlikely speed that causes the
Floyd | moving air to catch at you like icy hands.  You  remember that someone
Floyd | told you once that a punt can travel at 30 miles an hour in
Floyd | favourable conditions ... but this one slips across the moonslick
Floyd | water as effortlessly as if it is glass.  At any rate, you are glad
Floyd | that the man has sufficient  taste to punt from the Oxford end.  You
Floyd | tilt your head back.  You are going so fast that the stars are smeared
Floyd | across the sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | Something has happened.  You have lost track of time, or track of
Floyd | yourself, or something.  You were looking at the sky, feeling stars
Floyd | upon your skin, no, you were in a boat, cold seeping through you, wind
Floyd | tangling in your hair.  But there is no trace of the punt here, or the
Floyd | man, or even a river.  How did you get here?  Where are you?  There is
Floyd | a set of open wrought iron gates before you, as intricate as briars.
Floyd | Beyond them, hazy in the darkness to the southeast, a round lawn,
Floyd | dotted with trees.  It all feels familiar somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | Guarding the gate is biggest dog you have ever seen, a haunch of
Floyd | bloody meat and a vast water bowl at its feet.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to DavidW), "yep, but that's further back."
DavidW says, "it is now"
Doug says (to DavidW), "wanted to try that next"
Doug says (to Floyd), "give pills to dog"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           160
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE PILLS TO DOG
Floyd |
Floyd | Cerberus doesn't seem interested.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "put pills in bowl"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           161
Floyd |
Floyd | > PUT PILLS IN BOWL
Floyd |
Floyd | You stand around, being still and looking boring, until the dog's
Floyd | attention is distracted.  Seizing  your opportunity, you flick some of
Floyd | the diazapam into the water bowl where it quickly dissolves.  Some
Floyd | minutes pass before the dog drinks, but eventually it lowers one of
Floyd | its heads to the bowl and slurps up most of the contents.  You watch
Floyd | it from a safe distance; its movements grow sluggish and its head
Floyd | droops.  Finally it keels onto its side and lies there, like a felled
Floyd | oak tree, not quite asleep but too lethargic to care much about
Floyd | anything much
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "aha"
Doug says (to Floyd), "se"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          162
Floyd |
Floyd | > SE
Floyd |
Floyd | You muster up your courage and sidle past the subdued monster, holding
Floyd | your breath lest you rouse it.
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Hospital Approach
Floyd | You could be visiting a stately home, or an Oxford college, or a
Floyd | country church, except you're not.  You know there are more modern
Floyd | constructions hidden away behind it, one of which - the severely acute
Floyd | ward - lies like Sleeping Beauty's castle behind thorns of metal and
Floyd | stone.
Floyd |
Floyd | Circling an oval of moderately well-kept grass is a gravel path and,
Floyd | beyond it to the west, a sandstone building gleams palely golden
Floyd | against the shadowed sky. The gates loom to the northwest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  163
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you cross the lawn, your footsteps lost among the many you have
Floyd | already taken, you feel a horrible tightness round you heart as if
Floyd | someone had a hand round it and was squeezing. There is a burning at
Floyd | the back your throat, like a lump of tears and bile is stuck there.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW asks, "any way to keep those gates open?"
Doug says, "my theory is that cerberus will still be there this time"
Doug says (to Floyd), "save"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > SAVE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to write:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf14"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  163
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          164
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | As you walk down the path, a human cry breaks upon the silence and
Floyd | dies.
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Hospital Approach
Floyd | You could be visiting a stately home, or an Oxford college, or a
Floyd | country church, except you're not.  You know there are more modern
Floyd | constructions hidden away behind it, one of which - the severely acute
Floyd | ward - lies like Sleeping Beauty's castle behind thorns of metal and
Floyd | stone.
Floyd |
Floyd | Circling an oval of moderately well-kept grass is a gravel path and,
Floyd | beyond it to the west, a sandstone building gleams palely golden
Floyd | against the shadowed sky. The gates loom to the northwest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          165
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You'd really rather not face the enormous monster demon dog thingy of
Floyd | doom again.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "guess not."
DavidW says (to Floyd), "x gates"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          165
Floyd |
Floyd | > X GATES
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "hm. They're not even there when open."
Doug says, "ok, my plan is to go and play the lyre for the doctor again, and then get celine to follow us and see if the gates are open this time"
DavidW says, "So I guess pushing the bench repeated to bar the gates isn't possible."
Doug says, "alternately we can try just never using the lyre"
Doug says, "although the hints imply that not using the lyre is the way to get to flowers."
Doug says, "I couldn't find an actual walkthrough"
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  166
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              167
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "push button"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              168
Floyd |
Floyd | > PUSH BUTTON
Floyd |
Floyd | You depress the button and listen to the silence while you wait.  You
Floyd | do not trust the doorbell.  It demands your faith yet gives you no
Floyd | miracles.  It doesn't even buzz to let you know it's actually
Floyd | functional.  Finally, just when you have given up all hope in the
Floyd | doorbell, there is a crackling from behind the grill and a distorted
Floyd | voice asks what you want.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to grill"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              169
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO GRILL
Floyd |
Floyd | You mumble your name into the grill, and explain you have come to get
Floyd | Celine.  A warped sigh gusts out of the grill with such force you are
Floyd | surprised it doesn't ruffle your hair.  Then crackling dies away and
Floyd | the grill speaks to you no further.  You assume that that means
Floyd | someone is coming to open the door but for all you know they could be
Floyd | activating the lever that drops you into the alligator pit.
Floyd |
Floyd | You are starting to wonder if perhaps they've forgotten you're there,
Floyd | or if answering the doorbell is a mere hobby, when there comes the
Floyd | sound of muted rattling and banging from behind the door as someone on
Floyd | the other side begins the ceremony required to open it.  It is finally
Floyd | eased open, just enough for you to squeeze through, by a Nurse,
Floyd | glowering at the effort required to perform the most basic tenets of
Floyd | her job.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              170
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you edge past the Nurse, she put out a log-like arm to momentarily
Floyd | stop you entering.  "You'll need to see the Doctor first," she says,
Floyd | gruffly. "You can't take a patient away without the doctor's
Floyd | permission."  You nod your understanding, although your mind is full
Floyd | of Escape from Alcatraz visions, search lights flashing, sirens
Floyd | screaming and helicopters whirling overhead as you and Celine run,
Floyd | hand in hand, giggling into a different coloured future.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          171
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      172
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | This is a typical Doctor's office.  It has a clinical air, but no more
Floyd | than you would expect.  It is really very neat in here.  The walls are
Floyd | hung with what look to be modern art prints, all in identical frames,
Floyd | imprisoned behind glass.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is sitting behind the desk, his elbows resting atop it and
Floyd | his chin upon the platform provided by his interlocked fingers.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door to the south leads back to the dining hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      173
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | Time seems to unravel around you like the fraying threads of a
Floyd | tapestry as you lift the lyre into your arms.  The Doctor is on his on
Floyd | his feet, his face pale with fury and his eyes ablaze, but it's too
Floyd | late to stop you.  Music fills the air like cherry blossom, sweetly
Floyd | drifting, falling like fleeting kisses upon the senses and fading as
Floyd | swiftly as a summer evening.   For a moment, the Doctor is tranfixed,
Floyd | his face naked in pain and sorrow, and then his cold hands are
Floyd | wrenching the lyre from your grasp.  The notes shatter into rainbows
Floyd | of refracted light and then they're gone.  There is a vicious crack,
Floyd | like a bone breaking, and the Doctor flings the pieces of the lyre to
Floyd | the floor.  In seconds nothing remains of the lyre but a sprinkling of
Floyd | dust the colour of old blood.  "Take her then," he cries, "take her
Floyd | and may damnation have you both.  You'll find Celine in the gardens
Floyd | beyond the Sun Room.  Take her with you, as you wish, but remember:
Floyd | don't turn around, or she's mine forever.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          174
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              175
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | The silence of the hospital surrounds you like an itchy blanket.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             176
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | Now you notice a set of doors at the back of the room have been flung
Floyd | wide open, drawing you like a beckoning finger, west, towards the
Floyd | shadow-smothered gardens.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    177
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    178
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine smiles to see you, convincing gladness, desperate eyes.  You
Floyd | exchange the usual greetings, the usual enquiries, and, as ever, she
Floyd | thanks you for coming to see her, as if it is a kind and wonderful
Floyd | thing and not a terrible strain for both of you.  You tell her silly
Floyd | stories of the colour of the October leaves and how much you're
Floyd | looking forward to the blossom trees.  She listens, and laughs, and
Floyd | pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    179
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is not feeling so good and will only tell you so if you press
Floyd | her.  She has - quite literally - forgotten the way home, along with
Floyd | everything she learned on her art history course last term.  She has
Floyd | forgotten the tombstone cake you made for Jess's birthday.  She has
Floyd | forgotten Rick's parents are dead.  She has forgotten the entirety of
Floyd | Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  It'll come back, you tell her, don't worry,
Floyd | and anyway we can watch it all over again - think how much fun that'll
Floyd | be.  She listens, and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    180
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine tells you her secrets, the ones she hasn't forgotten, the ones
Floyd | you wish she could forget, the ones she has forgotten you already
Floyd | know.  You try to make it okay with your words.  And Celine listens,
Floyd | and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    181
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Suddenly you remember.  It's time to go home.  "Will you follow me?"
Floyd | you ask, and Celine nods.  She seems only a little afraid.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             182
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | As you enter the sunroom from the gardens, your own footsteps sound on
Floyd | the floor but you hear no others.  Perhaps Celine has not followed as
Floyd | promised she would.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              183
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | You strain to hear even the slightest hint of movement but there is
Floyd | nothing, nothing at all.  Perhaps you have been tricked.  Yes, that
Floyd | seems very likely.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              184
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You look around for the nurse but then notice that the door seems to
Floyd | be standing very slightly ajar.  You seize the opportunity and slip
Floyd | through
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only thing that follows you now, it seems, is silence.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  185
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       186
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford exit
Floyd | Here on the Warneford lawn again you can see a streak of lightness at
Floyd | the eastern edge of the sky.  Behind you, a smear of gold and grey, is
Floyd | the Warneford.  Before you, to the northwest, the wrought iron gates,
Floyd | as tall as thistles to a child, inevitably sealed.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       187
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't, the gates bar your way, as insurmountable as death itself.
Floyd | All you can do now is turn around.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "well shoot."
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       187
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "doctor smash'd it"
Doug says, "yeah, but I was hoping that drugging the dog would have changed things"
Doug asks, "should we try the snake then?"
DavidW says, "sure. I'm about ready to pass out an hour ago."
DavidW says, "I'm currently a caffeine and sugar elemental."
Jacqueline says, "haha"
Jacqueline says, "Now I want Rob Wheeler to draw that."
DavidW says, "yes!"
Doug says (to Floyd), "restore"
Floyd | >
Floyd | > RESTORE
Floyd | %% Enter a save filename to read:
Doug says (to Floyd), "cf8"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              108
Floyd | Ok.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              109
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x knifeblock"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              110
Floyd |
Floyd | > X KNIFEBLOCK
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently it contains only one knife.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says (to Floyd), "i"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              111
Floyd |
Floyd | > I
Floyd |
Floyd | You are carrying:
Floyd |   a 50p coin
Floyd |   your coat
Floyd |   some pills
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              112
Floyd |
Floyd | > X KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | A cleaver-style knife, still relatively sharp despite your ineptitude
Floyd | with a sharpening stone.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get it"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              113
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET IT
Floyd |
Floyd | You draw the knife from the knife block, earning yourself a worried
Floyd | look from Natalie.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "We don't have the lyre yet."
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              114
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | You had better not wander around the house carrying a cleaver.  For a
Floyd | start, you could fall over and accidentally stab yourself, which would
Floyd | be embarrassing.  But also it could make the people in the living room
Floyd | - who are technically your guests -  feel uncomfortable
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "drop knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              115
Floyd |
Floyd | > DROP KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | You slide the knife back into the knifeblock.  Natalie looks relieved
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  living room                                          116
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
DavidW asks, "oh, maybe the knife is for the snake?"
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      117
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "up"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     118
Floyd |
Floyd | > UP
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  your room                                            119
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | your room
Floyd | Your room is a complete mess.  The bed is unmade.  The bookshelves
Floyd | that once lined the walls are a ruin of fallen books and splintered
Floyd | wood.  There are piles of things that shouldn't be piled everywhere.
Floyd | All the things you thought you cared about feel like mockery.
Floyd |
Floyd | A mysterious lyre, slightly battered from possibly having fallen from
Floyd | your bookshelves, lies among the wreckage.
Floyd |
Floyd | Behind you, to the east, is the upstairs landing
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get lyre"
Floyd ]  your room                                            120
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You certainly can't remember ever having bought, or been given, a
Floyd | lyre.  It is smooth and slightly warm in your hands, its shape a
Floyd | graceful curve like a human spine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  upstairs landing                                     121
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | upstairs landing
Floyd | The upstairs landing is dimly illuminated from the light in the empty
Floyd | room.  From here, you can hear a murmur of voices coming from the
Floyd | living room downstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | To the north is Dave's room, to the west your own.  The empty room
Floyd | that was Celine's is to the east. There is a flight of stairs leading
Floyd | up to John's room and another going down to the ground floor of the
Floyd | house.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "d"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      122
Floyd |
Floyd | > D
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      123
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  living room                                          124
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              125
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              126
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | You draw the knife from the knife block, earning yourself a worried
Floyd | look from Natalie.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          127
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x lawn"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          128
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAWN
Floyd |
Floyd | The blades are tipped by an unhealthy yellow and sway indolently in
Floyd | the slight breeze.  As you watch, a violent ripple of motion seizes
Floyd | the stalks and whips them back and forth.  At first you think it must
Floyd | be the wind but then you see a blur of a new green in the grass and a
Floyd | snake slithers onto the patio.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          129
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You would not have thought there were such snakes in England.  It is a
Floyd | strong, sinuous creature, dappled in black diamonds like a snake on a
Floyd | Snakes And Ladders board.  It has hateful yellow eyes, as blank as
Floyd | pieces of glass.  You are not by nature inclined towards
Floyd | anthropomorphisation but there is something both directed and
Floyd | malignant in its gaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          130
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | A sudden surety takes possession of your fingers and they dance
Floyd | seemingly of their accord across the lyre strings as if they find them
Floyd | familiar.  Music floats across the still evening air, honey-sweet and
Floyd | sad.  You play to the neglected grass and the uncharted sky, to the
Floyd | inconstant breeze and the fading light.  Even the snake lifts its
Floyd | head, and sways entranced.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          131
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | You are reluctant to touch the lyre again so soon, in case you dispel
Floyd | your own song by remembered incompetence.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          132
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | While the snake still seems enraptured by the music, you grip the
Floyd | kitchen knife in sweat-slippery hands and lunge.  You decapitate the
Floyd | snake in one clean blow - there's a confusion of sensory information,
Floyd | a gush of blood, a hiss of pain, the fleshly thump of the snake's
Floyd | ruined body hitting the pattio and then ... nothing.  No blood, no
Floyd | snake, nothing.  Just the fragrance of the olive trees and a sudden
Floyd | brightness in your eyes as if you stand beneath a different sun.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "wow"
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          133
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW asks, "Both lyre and knife were needed?"
Ellison arrives, ready to play with the toys. Doug says, "think so."
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          132
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          131
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          130
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          131
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | A snake, still as stone, has partially emerged from the long grass.
Floyd | It seems to be watching you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          132
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | While the snake still seems enraptured by the music, you grip the
Floyd | kitchen knife in sweat-slippery hands and lunge.  You decapitate the
Floyd | snake in one clean blow - there's a confusion of sensory information,
Floyd | a gush of blood, a hiss of pain, the fleshly thump of the snake's
Floyd | ruined body hitting the pattio and then ... nothing.  No blood, no
Floyd | snake, nothing.  Just the fragrance of the olive trees and a sudden
Floyd | brightness in your eyes as if you stand beneath a different sun.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "oops."
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          131
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          130
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          129
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          130
Floyd |
Floyd | > X SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You would not have thought there were such snakes in England.  It is a
Floyd | strong, sinuous creature, dappled in black diamonds like a snake on a
Floyd | Snakes And Ladders board.  It has hateful yellow eyes, as blank as
Floyd | pieces of glass.  You are not by nature inclined towards
Floyd | anthropomorphisation but there is something both directed and
Floyd | malignant in its gaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
djfletch says, "Interesting. I don't think I even found the snake at all."
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          131
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You make a stabbing motion in the direction of the snake with the
Floyd | kitchen knife but it easily evades you.  Its tongue darts in and out
Floyd | of its mouth, as if it is taunting you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
DavidW says, "yup. It needs both. Interesting."
Doug says (to Floyd), "drop knife"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          132
Floyd |
Floyd | > DROP KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's one of your kitchen knives!  You don't want to just leave it
Floyd | lying around in the garden.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              133
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Nice."
Doug says (to Floyd), "drop knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              134
Floyd |
Floyd | > DROP KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | You slide the knife back into the knifeblock.  Natalie looks relieved
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          135
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | A snake, still as stone, has partially emerged from the long grass.
Floyd | It seems to be watching you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          136
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | A sudden surety takes possession of your fingers and they dance
Floyd | seemingly of their accord across the lyre strings as if they find them
Floyd | familiar.  Music floats across the still evening air, honey-sweet and
Floyd | sad.  You play to the neglected grass and the uncharted sky, to the
Floyd | inconstant breeze and the fading light.  Even the snake lifts its
Floyd | head, and sways entranced.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          137
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | You have nothing with which to hurt it, beyond ill-will.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          138
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | Even assuming you could catch it, it looks like it might be poisonous.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "yeah, seems like there's nothing else to do with the snake"
Doug says, "I also am not sure it will change the ending."
Doug says, "the hint says 'just play the lyre everywhere' so maybe we have to play it three times"
Doug asks, "shall I try that? any other ideas first?"
DavidW says, "yeah, the snake business may be entirely optional and have no effect on the endings whatsoever."
DavidW says, "And I gotta lie down. Eyes are burning."
DavidW says, "good luck"
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              139
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "get knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              140
Floyd |
Floyd | > GET KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | You draw the knife from the knife block, earning yourself a worried
Floyd | look from Natalie.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          141
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | A snake, still as stone, has partially emerged from the long grass.
Floyd | It seems to be watching you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "kill snake"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          142
Floyd |
Floyd | > KILL SNAKE
Floyd |
Floyd | While the snake still seems enraptured by the music, you grip the
Floyd | kitchen knife in sweat-slippery hands and lunge.  You decapitate the
Floyd | snake in one clean blow - there's a confusion of sensory information,
Floyd | a gush of blood, a hiss of pain, the fleshly thump of the snake's
Floyd | ruined body hitting the pattio and then ... nothing.  No blood, no
Floyd | snake, nothing.  Just the fragrance of the olive trees and a sudden
Floyd | brightness in your eyes as if you stand beneath a different sun.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          143
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | back garden
Floyd | The back garden is really little more than a lawn-gone-wild and a
Floyd | weedy patio.  The sky is a cool grey curtain backlit by the weak sun.
Floyd | The chill air bites at your skin.
Floyd |
Floyd | You can get back into the house to the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "x lawn"
Floyd ]  back garden                                          144
Floyd |
Floyd | > X LAWN
Floyd |
Floyd | The blades are tipped by an unhealthy yellow and sway indolently in
Floyd | the slight breeze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              145
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | kitchen
Floyd | The kitchen is surprisingly spacious for a rented house.  It has
Floyd | faux-granite counter tops and matching tiling, and fitted cupboards in
Floyd | shades of coffee and cream.  It would be a pleasure to cook in such a
Floyd | kitchen.
Floyd |
Floyd | Scattered across the  worksurface nearest the hob is an array of
Floyd | cooking utensils, onion skins and pepper cores, including the wooden
Floyd | knifeblock you bought for a tenner in Boswells during a sale.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vera and Tilda (plants, not people, and therefore bearable) are on the
Floyd | little round kitchen table.
Floyd |
Floyd | Natalie is by the hob, stirring a pan of pasta.
Floyd |
Floyd | The back door leads into the back garden to the north, and, if you're
Floyd | feeling particularly brave (or masochistic), the living room is to the
Floyd | west.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "drop knife"
Floyd ]  kitchen                                              146
Floyd |
Floyd | > DROP KNIFE
Floyd |
Floyd | You slide the knife back into the knifeblock.  Natalie looks relieved
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  living room                                          147
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | living room
Floyd | The extensive living / dining area was one of the features that drew
Floyd | you all to this house when you were looking for places to rent.  That
Floyd | and - despite the fact none of you have been able to bring yourself to
Floyd | do anything as prosaic as cleaning for days - the fact it's not an
Floyd | abject shit hole like most of places on offer when you were doing the
Floyd | rounds.
Floyd |
Floyd | Currently, it's all cluttered with people. Your housemate John is
Floyd | sitting cross-legged on the floor at the end of the coffee table,
Floyd | frowning over a game of a Go.  His opponent, Twitch, sits opposite and
Floyd | appears much more laid-back about the whole business.  Rick is slumped
Floyd | on the sofa, a bottle of port at his elbow; Elsie is sitting next to
Floyd | him, apparently watching the game.  Jess is huddled in a cloak on the
Floyd | other sofa, Adrian beside her, looking almost as uncomfortable as you
Floyd | feel.  As for Laurie (fucking Laurie), she's leaning against the
Floyd | fireplace, and wearing an expression of infinite suffering like she's
Floyd | living her own little Victorian melodrama
Floyd |
Floyd | The coat stand is still in its corner, looming like an unexpected
Floyd | guest.
Floyd |
Floyd | Your escape routes are east into the kitchen, or south into the hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  living room                                          148
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't go that way.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  downstairs hall                                      149
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | downstairs hall
Floyd | Winter light lies in anaemic strips upon the floor from where it has
Floyd | fallen through the glass panels in the front door.  There is an awful
Floyd | painting hanging on the wall. The murmuring voices are more of a
Floyd | babble now; too many over-lapping conversations create an alien,
Floyd | baboonish gibberish.
Floyd |
Floyd | The outside world lurks to the west and the living room to the north.
Floyd | Or you could always just retreat upstairs.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Marlborough road                                     150
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Marlborough road
Floyd | This is just an ordinary street, lined by Victorian terraces, with
Floyd | their slightly over-ambitious moulding and bow windows.  In the
Floyd | distance you can hear the muted roar of traffic streaming down the
Floyd | Abingdon Road.  It is not quite suburbia but it's a pocket of Oxford
Floyd | unreached by spires, dreaming or otherwise.   The fading light is
Floyd | nonetheless tinged by gold.  The sky is a swirl of grey and pink, like
Floyd | the interior of a shell.  There is a biting promise of winter in the
Floyd | air.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is to the northwest, your house to the east, and other
Floyd | places lie elsewhere.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Hinksey Park Gate                                    151
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park Gate
Floyd | The gate to Hinksey Park is not far from your house but by the time
Floyd | you arrive the sky is already suffused by a greyness that has blotted
Floyd | out the potential glories of an Oxford sunset.  Night is snapping at
Floyd | your heels.  The park  is the old fashioned kind, a basic arrangement
Floyd | of paths and benches, grass and trees. The nearest bench is over-hung
Floyd | by a willow tree, which has wept a burthen of withered foliage onto
Floyd | the seat.  There is a lake, girdled by a path and an open air swimming
Floyd | pool.
Floyd |
Floyd | A river, which must be a tributary of the Thames, flows to the west.
Floyd | Malborough Road lies to the southeast.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  river                                                152
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | The river is a snake of moving darkness.  There is a railway line
Floyd | running parallel on the other side and open fields after that.  There
Floyd | is some kind of flat-bottomed boat by the bank nearest to you, and a
Floyd | tall man, in a long coat, is standing in the bow of the boat.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is behind you to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "give coin to man"
Floyd ]  river                                                153
Floyd |
Floyd | > GIVE COIN TO MAN
Floyd |
Floyd | You toss the coin to ferryman.  It turns over and over in the air,
Floyd | flashing silver, and then he reaches out a gloved hand and engulfs it
Floyd | in darkness.  He carries it to his mouth and bites it.  "That's not
Floyd | silver," he says. But then he shrugs.  "It'll do.  In you get."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "enter boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                153
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | As you step towards the boat the Ferryman intercepts you again.
Floyd | "Coming back is harder than going," he says. "Are you sure?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           154
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the boat.  There is a space for a single passenger but
Floyd | it is not  exactly luxurious.  You barely have time to sit down upon
Floyd | the damp wooden boards before the ferryman takes his first stroke,
Floyd | propelling the boat forward at an unlikely speed that causes the
Floyd | moving air to catch at you like icy hands.  You  remember that someone
Floyd | told you once that a punt can travel at 30 miles an hour in
Floyd | favourable conditions ... but this one slips across the moonslick
Floyd | water as effortlessly as if it is glass.  At any rate, you are glad
Floyd | that the man has sufficient  taste to punt from the Oxford end.  You
Floyd | tilt your head back.  You are going so fast that the stars are smeared
Floyd | across the sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | Something has happened.  You have lost track of time, or track of
Floyd | yourself, or something.  You were looking at the sky, feeling stars
Floyd | upon your skin, no, you were in a boat, cold seeping through you, wind
Floyd | tangling in your hair.  But there is no trace of the punt here, or the
Floyd | man, or even a river.  How did you get here?  Where are you?  There is
Floyd | a set of open wrought iron gates before you, as intricate as briars.
Floyd | Beyond them, hazy in the darkness to the southeast, a round lawn,
Floyd | dotted with trees.  It all feels familiar somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | Guarding the gate is biggest dog you have ever seen, a haunch of
Floyd | bloody meat and a vast water bowl at its feet.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           155
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | All three heads turn in your direction as you lift the lyre, and a
Floyd | strange shiver runs down the length of the beast's back.  If it was
Floyd | human you don't know what emotions you'd ascribe to it. It holds
Floyd | itself still and silent, only the heaving of its flanks to betray the
Floyd | fact it lives at all.  And you play, strange, savage music, spiralling
Floyd | out of the lyre, drenched inhuman colours, filling your mouth up with
Floyd | heat and the tang of metal.  Your heart tightens sickeningly in your
Floyd | chest, pulsing with the lyre strings, something like excitement,
Floyd | something like dread.  The dog trembles where it stands, its eyes
Floyd | ablaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "se"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           156
Floyd |
Floyd | > SE
Floyd |
Floyd | You move.  The beast throws back all three heads and hurls a howl of
Floyd | blood-curdling ferocity at the sky.  And the clouds shake.  You think
Floyd | it would probably be for the best to stop moving.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
maga asks, "uh, why did you give the boatman the coin?"
Doug says, "ohh"
Doug asks, "should we lyre the boatman too?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           155
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           154
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  river                                                153
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "undo"
Floyd ]  river                                                152
Floyd |
Floyd | > UNDO
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | [Previous turn undone.]
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "l"
Floyd ]  river                                                153
Floyd |
Floyd | > L
Floyd |
Floyd | river
Floyd | The river is a snake of moving darkness.  There is a railway line
Floyd | running parallel on the other side and open fields after that.  There
Floyd | is some kind of flat-bottomed boat by the bank nearest to you, and a
Floyd | tall man, in a long coat, is standing in the bow of the boat.
Floyd |
Floyd | Hinksey Park is behind you to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | You sit down on the bank of the river and begin to run your fingers
Floyd | lightly over the strings of the lyre.  A strange stillness creeps over
Floyd | the universe as if it is holding its breath for you.  You play. At
Floyd | least you think it counts as playing.  It is as if the lyre has a
Floyd | human throat, from which you tear sound. You fill the space between
Floyd | earth and sky with screaming, bend the grasses to the ground with
Floyd | pain, strip the bark from the trees with the lash of your grief until
Floyd | the lyre shudders so violently in your hands you fear it will tear
Floyd | itself apart.  "All right, all right," says the ferryman, hastily.
Floyd | "I'll take you across.  Just that's enough of that, you hear me?  No
Floyd | more of that."
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "haha"
Doug says (to Floyd), "enter boat"
Floyd ]  river                                                154
Floyd |
Floyd | > ENTER BOAT
Floyd |
Floyd | As you step towards the boat the Ferryman intercepts you again.
Floyd | "Coming back is harder than going," he says. "Are you sure?"
Doug says (to Floyd), "yes"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           155
Floyd |
Floyd | > YES
Floyd |
Floyd | You step into the boat.  There is a space for a single passenger but
Floyd | it is not  exactly luxurious.  You barely have time to sit down upon
Floyd | the damp wooden boards before the ferryman takes his first stroke,
Floyd | propelling the boat forward at an unlikely speed that causes the
Floyd | moving air to catch at you like icy hands.  You  remember that someone
Floyd | told you once that a punt can travel at 30 miles an hour in
Floyd | favourable conditions ... but this one slips across the moonslick
Floyd | water as effortlessly as if it is glass.  At any rate, you are glad
Floyd | that the man has sufficient  taste to punt from the Oxford end.  You
Floyd | tilt your head back.  You are going so fast that the stars are smeared
Floyd | across the sky.
Floyd |
Floyd | Iron Gates
Floyd | Something has happened.  You have lost track of time, or track of
Floyd | yourself, or something.  You were looking at the sky, feeling stars
Floyd | upon your skin, no, you were in a boat, cold seeping through you, wind
Floyd | tangling in your hair.  But there is no trace of the punt here, or the
Floyd | man, or even a river.  How did you get here?  Where are you?  There is
Floyd | a set of open wrought iron gates before you, as intricate as briars.
Floyd | Beyond them, hazy in the darkness to the southeast, a round lawn,
Floyd | dotted with trees.  It all feels familiar somehow.
Floyd |
Floyd | Guarding the gate is biggest dog you have ever seen, a haunch of
Floyd | bloody meat and a vast water bowl at its feet.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "lay lyre"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           155
Floyd |
Floyd | > LAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | That's not a verb I recognise.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           156
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | All three heads turn in your direction as you lift the lyre, and a
Floyd | strange shiver runs down the length of the beast's back.  If it was
Floyd | human you don't know what emotions you'd ascribe to it. It holds
Floyd | itself still and silent, only the heaving of its flanks to betray the
Floyd | fact it lives at all.  And you play, strange, savage music, spiralling
Floyd | out of the lyre, drenched inhuman colours, filling your mouth up with
Floyd | heat and the tang of metal.  Your heart tightens sickeningly in your
Floyd | chest, pulsing with the lyre strings, something like excitement,
Floyd | something like dread.  The dog trembles where it stands, its eyes
Floyd | ablaze.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Iron Gates                                           157
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | You feel as if you have been running, and running hard, and your
Floyd | fingers tremble on the strings, fearful of the lyre and its music.
Floyd | But everything has changed.  Softly, softly, comes the scent of green
Floyd | things growing, dark places, damp fur, warmth in your belly and all
Floyd | around, different songs.  You lose time, the names of things. The
Floyd | stars becomes nothing but distant light. Your four clawed feet trample
Floyd | complex concepts to nothing but travelled earth, and happiness is the
Floyd | flow of the night.  Then comes the creeping cold, not without, but
Floyd | within, and it snaps like winter at your heels.  And you don't know
Floyd | what it means that yours is now the only song, and yours the only
Floyd | pounding paws, and yours the fur and yours the hunger and you alone
Floyd | who slumber in the dark places and dream of dreams once shared.  The
Floyd | music fades to silence, and the dog slumps to the ground, ungainly
Floyd | now.  Its eyes fall closed and it seems to sleep.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "se"
Floyd ]  Warneford Hospital Approach                          158
Floyd |
Floyd | > SE
Floyd |
Floyd | You muster up your courage and sidle past the subdued monster, holding
Floyd | your breath lest you rouse it.
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Hospital Approach
Floyd | You could be visiting a stately home, or an Oxford college, or a
Floyd | country church, except you're not.  You know there are more modern
Floyd | constructions hidden away behind it, one of which - the severely acute
Floyd | ward - lies like Sleeping Beauty's castle behind thorns of metal and
Floyd | stone.
Floyd |
Floyd | Circling an oval of moderately well-kept grass is a gravel path and,
Floyd | beyond it to the west, a sandstone building gleams palely golden
Floyd | against the shadowed sky. The gates loom to the northwest.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  159
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you cross the lawn, your footsteps lost among the many you have
Floyd | already taken, you feel a horrible tightness round you heart as if
Floyd | someone had a hand round it and was squeezing. There is a burning at
Floyd | the back your throat, like a lump of tears and bile is stuck there.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              160
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you walk down the path, a human cry breaks upon the silence and
Floyd | dies.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "push doorbell"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              161
Floyd |
Floyd | > PUSH DOORBELL
Floyd |
Floyd | You depress the button and listen to the silence while you wait.  You
Floyd | do not trust the doorbell.  It demands your faith yet gives you no
Floyd | miracles.  It doesn't even buzz to let you know it's actually
Floyd | functional.  Finally, just when you have given up all hope in the
Floyd | doorbell, there is a crackling from behind the grill and a distorted
Floyd | voice asks what you want.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              162
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | The lyre feels strange and knobbly in your hands.  It does not want to
Floyd | be here, it does not want to play.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "aw"
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to nurse"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              162
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO NURSE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to grill"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              163
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO GRILL
Floyd |
Floyd | You mumble your name into the grill, and explain you have come to get
Floyd | Celine.  A warped sigh gusts out of the grill with such force you are
Floyd | surprised it doesn't ruffle your hair.  Then crackling dies away and
Floyd | the grill speaks to you no further.  You assume that that means
Floyd | someone is coming to open the door but for all you know they could be
Floyd | activating the lever that drops you into the alligator pit.
Floyd |
Floyd | You are starting to wonder if perhaps they've forgotten you're there,
Floyd | or if answering the doorbell is a mere hobby, when there comes the
Floyd | sound of muted rattling and banging from behind the door as someone on
Floyd | the other side begins the ceremony required to open it.  It is finally
Floyd | eased open, just enough for you to squeeze through, by a Nurse,
Floyd | glowering at the effort required to perform the most basic tenets of
Floyd | her job.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              164
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | As you edge past the Nurse, she put out a log-like arm to momentarily
Floyd | stop you entering.  "You'll need to see the Doctor first," she says,
Floyd | gruffly. "You can't take a patient away without the doctor's
Floyd | permission."  You nod your understanding, although your mind is full
Floyd | of Escape from Alcatraz visions, search lights flashing, sirens
Floyd | screaming and helicopters whirling overhead as you and Celine run,
Floyd | hand in hand, giggling into a different coloured future.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Jacqueline says, "Belatedly, that was great, playing the lyre to board the boat."
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          165
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "n"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      166
Floyd |
Floyd | > N
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Doctor's Office
Floyd | This is a typical Doctor's office.  It has a clinical air, but no more
Floyd | than you would expect.  It is really very neat in here.  The walls are
Floyd | hung with what look to be modern art prints, all in identical frames,
Floyd | imprisoned behind glass.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor is sitting behind the desk, his elbows resting atop it and
Floyd | his chin upon the platform provided by his interlocked fingers.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door to the south leads back to the dining hall.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "play lyre"
Floyd ]  Doctor's Office                                      167
Floyd |
Floyd | > PLAY LYRE
Floyd |
Floyd | Time seems to unravel around you like the fraying threads of a
Floyd | tapestry as you lift the lyre into your arms.  The Doctor is on his on
Floyd | his feet, his face pale with fury and his eyes ablaze, but it's too
Floyd | late to stop you.  Music fills the air like cherry blossom, sweetly
Floyd | drifting, falling like fleeting kisses upon the senses and fading as
Floyd | swiftly as a summer evening.   For a moment, the Doctor is tranfixed,
Floyd | his face naked in pain and sorrow, and then his cold hands are
Floyd | wrenching the lyre from your grasp.  The notes shatter into rainbows
Floyd | of refracted light and then they're gone.  There is a vicious crack,
Floyd | like a bone breaking, and the Doctor flings the pieces of the lyre to
Floyd | the floor.  In seconds nothing remains of the lyre but a sprinkling of
Floyd | dust the colour of old blood.  "Take her then," he cries, "take her
Floyd | and may damnation have you both.  You'll find Celine in the gardens
Floyd | beyond the Sun Room.  Take her with you, as you wish, but remember:
Floyd | don't turn around, or she's mine forever.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Dining Hall                                          168
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Dining Hall
Floyd | This is the large, bow-windowed room you could see from outside.  Dull
Floyd | light washes in from the corridor behind you and flickers from beneath
Floyd | the door to the television room.  Square tables are neatly arranged
Floyd | and the far wall boasts a display of artwork.  Upon the air hangs the
Floyd | cloying scent of old, institutional dinners.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Doctor's Office lies to the north, the Vaughan Thomas corridor to
Floyd | the south.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "s"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              169
Floyd |
Floyd | > S
Floyd |
Floyd | You  hear footsteps behind you, slapping like wet fish against the
Floyd | grey hospital floor.  You freeze and half-turn but then they recede.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             170
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | Now you notice a set of doors at the back of the room have been flung
Floyd | wide open, drawing you like a beckoning finger, west, towards the
Floyd | shadow-smothered gardens.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "w"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    171
Floyd |
Floyd | > W
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford Gardens
Floyd | Somebody tried.  Here there are the elements of a garden.  Grass,
Floyd | although it is mainly mud.  Banks of soil where perhaps flowers might
Floyd | grow.  Squatting shrubs, hunched in upon themselves.  And in
Floyd | silhouette the anorexic shapes of trees, stripped before the oncoming
Floyd | winter.  Moonlight forms puddles here and there.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Sun room waits to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is sitting on a stone bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celnie"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    171
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELNIE
Floyd |
Floyd | You can't see any such thing.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    172
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine smiles to see you, convincing gladness, desperate eyes.  You
Floyd | exchange the usual greetings, the usual enquiries, and, as ever, she
Floyd | thanks you for coming to see her, as if it is a kind and wonderful
Floyd | thing and not a terrible strain for both of you.  You tell her silly
Floyd | stories of the colour of the October leaves and how much you're
Floyd | looking forward to the blossom trees.  She listens, and laughs, and
Floyd | pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    173
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You are determined not to leave this place this time without Celine.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "talk to celine"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    174
Floyd |
Floyd | > TALK TO CELINE
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine is not feeling so good and will only tell you so if you press
Floyd | her.  She has - quite literally - forgotten the way home, along with
Floyd | everything she learned on her art history course last term.  She has
Floyd | forgotten the tombstone cake you made for Jess's birthday.  She has
Floyd | forgotten Rick's parents are dead.  She has forgotten the entirety of
Floyd | Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  It'll come back, you tell her, don't worry,
Floyd | and anyway we can watch it all over again - think how much fun that'll
Floyd | be.  She listens, and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    175
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Celine tells you her secrets, the ones she hasn't forgotten, the ones
Floyd | you wish she could forget, the ones she has forgotten you already
Floyd | know.  You try to make it okay with your words.  And Celine listens,
Floyd | and laughs, and pretends.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "g"
Floyd ]  Warneford Gardens                                    176
Floyd |
Floyd | > G
Floyd |
Floyd | Suddenly you remember.  It's time to go home.  "Will you follow me?"
Floyd | you ask, and Celine nods.  She seems only a little afraid.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Sun Room                                             177
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Sun Room
Floyd | This is a primitive conservatory of sorts.  It is by far the most
Floyd | attractive room in the Warneford, which reflects well on neither the
Floyd | Warneford nor the room.  It has wicker chairs and, disconcertingly,
Floyd | there is white-sheeted hospital bed against one of the walls.  The
Floyd | square, unbeautiful windows overlook the grounds and currently admit a
Floyd | spill of moonlight the colour of old milk.
Floyd |
Floyd | As you enter the sunroom from the gardens, your own footsteps sound on
Floyd | the floor but you hear no others.  Perhaps Celine has not followed as
Floyd | promised she would.
Floyd |
Floyd | The Vaughan Thomas corridor lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Corridor                              178
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Corridor
Floyd | There are soft felt pinboards on the wall, above a row of chairs.  An
Floyd | over-stacked bookself shoved in the corner and a square table do
Floyd | nothing to break the monotony.  The Warneford Hospital has a
Floyd | distinctive smell.  It is the smell of a place that very consciously
Floyd | has no smell, underscored by a desperate edge of nicotine.
Floyd |
Floyd | You strain to hear even the slightest hint of movement but there is
Floyd | nothing, nothing at all.  Perhaps you have been tricked.  Yes, that
Floyd | seems very likely.
Floyd |
Floyd | This interminably greyish corridor meanders north, west and south.
Floyd | East would take you outside again, through the blue door.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Exterior                              179
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | You look around for the nurse but then notice that the door seems to
Floyd | be standing very slightly ajar.  You seize the opportunity and slip
Floyd | through
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Exterior
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Ward is another grey building.  It has a bow-window
Floyd | which looks like an ill-at-ease addition to its uniformity.  There is
Floyd | also an awkward, spindly tree guarding a nearby bench.
Floyd |
Floyd | The only thing that follows you now, it seems, is silence.
Floyd |
Floyd | The door that leads west into Vaughan Thomas has been painted blue.
Floyd | There is a doorbell next to it in industrial grey.  The path leading
Floyd | to and from Vaughan Thomas lies to the east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Vaughan Thomas Path                                  180
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas Path
Floyd | The path sidles away down the side of the main building, taking you
Floyd | away from facades.  Here, there are no country house lawns, no
Floyd | sandstone and classical pillars. There are patches of scrubby grass,
Floyd | borders that may perhaps bloom one spring, and scattered buildings
Floyd | that are too perfectly, facelessly functional to have anything of
Floyd | beauty or ugliness to them.  There are jaunty painted signs to
Floyd | Cotswold House and Wintle Ward.
Floyd |
Floyd | Vaughan Thomas waits to the west, the Hospital Approach is to the
Floyd | east.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says (to Floyd), "e"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       181
Floyd |
Floyd | > E
Floyd |
Floyd | Warneford exit
Floyd | Here on the Warneford lawn again you can see a streak of lightness at
Floyd | the eastern edge of the sky.  Behind you, a smear of gold and grey, is
Floyd | the Warneford.  Before you, to the northwest, the wrought iron gates,
Floyd | as tall as thistles to a child,  swinging open before you.
Floyd |
Floyd | >
Doug says, "yay"
Doug says (to Floyd), "nw"
Floyd ]  Warneford exit                                       181
Floyd |
Floyd | > NW
Floyd |
Floyd | You run through the gates and, as soon as both feet are indisputably
Floyd | over the threshold, you turn.  The shock of seeing her again, standing
Floyd | before you, looking no different to the last time you saw her alive,
Floyd | is too much for you. You fall but soft grass catches you, and laughter
Floyd | as heady as wine comes bubbling out of your mouth. Eurydice leans over
Floyd | you, while behind her the darkness peels away from the sky like a
Floyd | layer of dead skin.  There is a moment of confusion.  You feel an
Floyd | inexplicable coldness seeping into your skin from what should be the
Floyd | sun-warmed grass, and there is a babble of concerned voices - the
Floyd | wrong voices - calling out a name - the wrong name.  But then Eurydice
Floyd | kisses you and her lips are flower-petal soft and her mouth tastes of
Floyd | music and the sky is the colour of lapis-lazuli and, on the breeze,
Floyd | comes the scent of olive trees...
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd |     *** Finis. ***
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | This is "Fable", one of four possible endings for Eurydice.  To
Floyd | discover another, why not stop relying on the lyre to solve your
Floyd | difficulties?
Floyd |
Floyd |
Floyd | Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last
Floyd | command?
Floyd | >
Doug asks, "hm, so was it because we used the coin before that we always got to Flowers?"
maga says, "I think you only get Fable if you use the lyre for everything, yes"
Doug asks, "also, wait, did we die?"
maga says, "or maybe for some proportion of things, to include the snake"
Jacqueline says, "Well done."
Jacqueline says, "I'm rather surprised that this came in second."
Doug says, "re-reading Emily's review now. Interesting that she says 'I think it needed to do a better job of cluing the player about where to look for the second and subsequent playthroughs, by laying bare something about the game’s internal logic at the end that implies how a replay could go differently.'"
Jacqueline says, "But then, scifi isn't my thing, and it *is* many people's thing."
Doug says, "because that seems like exactly what it does. Maybe there was an update after her review"
maga says, "it was my choice for first place, at any rate"
maga says, "(though it has some obvious flaws, and I haven't really played Andromeda)"
Doug says, "oh, I thought you meant you were surprised it came as high as second. I know I am."
Jacqueline says, "I'm also surprised that nothing in the comp averaged higher than an 8, I wonder if that's the norm."
Jacqueline says, "Surprised this didn't average out a bit higher than 7.15"
maga says (to Doug), "you spent quite a lot of time being confused about how to get the alternative endings, from my perspective"
maga says (to Jacq), "a number of reviews amounted to 'bah emo'"
Jacqueline says, "They probably didn't get that far into it, I suspect."
Doug says, "well, I think I was confused because we got the hardest ending before the second-hardest ending"
Jacqueline says, "But then, I am also all about the rainy day miasma stuff, so."
Jacqueline says (to Doug), "Yeah."
Jacqueline says, "And possibly the easiest ending last."
maga says (to Doug), "the 'hardest' ending is so totally not"
Doug says, "if we hadn't found the coin or the pills, I thnk it would have been easier to find Fable first"
maga says, "I mean, it does a pretty good job of directing you to the coin, and giving the coin to the boatman is so obvious that you were doing it even when you intended to lyre everything"
Doug says, "anyway, I thought it was a decent game (I liked some of the writing in particular, but apparently the opposite parts from what Jacq liked...), but it had a lot of rough edges and the game as a whole ultimately didn't really cohere for me."
Zach says, "I thought the writing was very enjoyable, but I wish the story had been fleshed out more apart from the myth."
Doug says, "I might not have gotten to a lot of the rough edges in the first two hours, though."
Doug says, "and yeah, what Zach said. would have liked more interaction with the NPCs, I think."
Zach says, "I suppose the living room did a good job of that though."
Doug says, "certainly an impressive first game, though"
Zach says, "Any more and it might have hit the 2 hour limit."
Doug says, "better than mine!"
Zach asks, "So we don't know who wrote it or the author wants to remain anonymous?"
Doug says, "if anyone knows, they're not telling"
maga says, "I'm interviewing them for SPAG, and they claim that it is indeed their first game"
Doug says, "I think my least favorite part was all the yes/no questions"
Doug says, "which if you answered in the obvioisly boring way, actually led to one of the better endings (as in, you reject the fantasy stuff and just get on with life), but it didn't feel earned at all."
maga says, "there are other ways you can get that"
maga says, "but yeah, the game's structural premise leads to rewarding behaviour in counterintuitive ways, which is sort of the point, I think"
Doug says, "also, Celine ends up being a pretty vague character. Maybe because of the intentionally vagueness of the relationship"
Doug says, "but there wasn't anything that suggested actually coming to terms with what happened to her, it was just sort of reliving her drug-damaged final weeks"
Doug asks, "I guess maybe the idea is that you regret not having taken her away from the hospital sooner?"
Doug asks, "and so actually getting her out gives you closure?"
Doug says, "but the way to get her out is to bribe the doctor's wife, which is just an unrelated obstacle puzzle"
Jacqueline says, "Great session, folks."
Doug says, "anyway, thanks Jacq! and thanks Zach & DavidW!"
Doug | There are moments of humour, such as when you grab the cuddly Cthulhu doll. There are moments of pure horror, like when you see the skeletons in the hospital ward.
Doug says, "I guess we missed both of those!"
Doug says, "that's from Victor's review of Eurydice"
Jacqueline says, "... wow"


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